Never Known Love

Chapter 35

*Jade's POV*

"Goodbye Jason. I'm going to miss you so much, we need to Skype and text everyday okay?" I said, my voice breaking halfway through. We were standing in the airport, our flight about to be called, and it was hard. Jason is the first guy I have ever felt like I loved. Yes, loved. He is amazing and everything I've ever asked for, but this long distance relationship may not work. Even in some movies they don't, but I had to keep some faith in me. "Babe, don't cry, we can see each other tonight, it just may not be a close as we like okay? You will be fine. WE will be fine. Now go with your parents and live out your dream okay?" he said, grabbing my chin so I could see him. "I love you," I said. I was certain he heard it even though it was muffled by his shirt. I was gripping him tightly in a hug, not ever wanting to let go. "I love you too babe, but you need to get on the lane now." He said, tears in his eyes. After a quick kiss, I let go of him and started going towards the plane. I looked back and waved a little, watching as my sad boyfriend tried to smile through the tears. As soon as I got on the plane, I collapsed is Dad's arms, sobbing, shaking, and just plain crying. I was a wreck, and I just mumbled 'I love him' over and over again, as dad tried to calm me down. Mum looked incredibly sad, and I didn't want her to start crying, so I stopped and gave her hug. "I'm sorry, its just hard. It will get better right?" I asked. "Yes baby, but it will still be hard. I see the love in your eyes for him, and the same is reflected straight back at you. You will find him again someday. Don't worry, if you love someone, let them go, and if they love you back, they will return okay?" she said, stroking my hair. "Okay," I said, laying on the couch, and soon, I was fast asleep.

*Taylor's POV*

I feel so bad for ripping them apart. She is so sad, but I know, Jason will come back, and they will be an adorable couple, I just know it.

*Jade's POV*

Today's concert I was going to sing Half a Heart by One Direction. It had been a week since we left Vancouver, and tonight was out last concert in Spain. We only had a week of tour left, and then we were going home. I missed Jason so much, but I was slowly getting better. It still felt like I was ripped in half though, I missed him a lot, I couldn't wait to see him again. I wasn't satisfied with the Skype calls, I wanted HIM. I missed him so much it hurt.

As I walked on stage, I saw a guitar and a stool. "Sing your heart out princess." Dad whispered in my ear as he walked past me. I nodded, sitting on the stool. "Hey guys, tonight I'm going to sing Half a Heart by One Direction, because right now, half of my heart is missing."

"And being here without you
It's like I'm waking up to

Only half a blue sky
Kinda there but not quite
I'm walking round with just one shoe
I'm a half a heart without you

I'm half a man, at best
With half an arrow in my chest
'cause I miss everything we do
I'm a half a heart without you

Half a heart without you
I'm a half a heart without you"

As I sang, I had so much emotion in my voice. I had tears streaming down my face by the end, it was so much like my situation, and I couldn't take it. I didn't care I was crying, I went into a song I wrote about three days ago. "Now this is a song I wrote a couple days ago." I said, then giving the band the signal to start.

As I finished, I slowly walked off stage. Everyone was dead silent, I though they hated it, until they burst into the loudest applause I had ever heard. It was amazing, even though the only thing on my mind was him, and how much he means to me.