When Jaehyun starts to live the adult life he discoverers that Taeyong's mistakes are breaking his heart and trust. Despite all the hardships he must learn to fight for himself and his dreams or else he will lose his boyfriend and his music career.
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Sicheng, the innocent little boy had seen this. Jae breathed in harder. And he wanted to try this with Yuta. Jae could imagine Yuta's mean smile when he locks Sicheng in his pretty bedroom on floor 2.
"Oh!' Jae reacted immediately giving his bag to Doyoung and running to building B as if his life depended on it. He took the stairs as the elevator was too slow for him and he wasn't even out of breath when he stormed the apartment on floor 2.
He jumped into the bedroom to see Sicheng cornered next to a wall and Yuta who was licking his lips playfully and glancing at the boy like at a piece of chocolate.
"Yuta, away ffom him!" shouted Jae.
"Oh you again," Yuta moved from the boy. "He came here willingly so leave."
"You can't use this kind of situation it's not fight," started Jae.
"Why?" Yuta fixed his hair.
"Because it's wfong!" Jae got in so much air he nearly hyperventilated. "You need to love him fifst!" shouted Jae.
"Oh, love, tried it out once, didn't work well for me," Yuta rolled his eyes.
"You should tfy to get to know him become his ffiend and mofe but slow one by one," said Jae spitting the words out like a machine gun.
Sicheng was glancing from one to another in shock.
"Come," Jae grabbed the boy's hand and pulled him to the door.
"You're just upset because you always bottom!" shouted Yuta and Jae felt deep blushed on his cheeks.
"At least I have fun!" he said through clenched teeth.
"Yes only fags bottom," muttered Yuta and Jae slammed the door to not to see his face.
"What is?" said Sicheng but Jae shook his head na pulled the boy past the elevator and walked the way up to floor 5.
He took a long shower, then he sat on Sicheng's bed feeling this strange golden happiness all inside him and he couldn't get rid of it.
Sicheng wanted to talk and Jae leaned at the pillows moving a towel between his still wet hair and daydreaming about being alone with Taeyong in his flat.
"Why stop Yuta and Sicheng?" asked the boy.
"Because it's wfong," said Jae blushing.
"But Sicheng like Yuta," muttered the boy.
"But... listen me and Taeyong we did it aftef a yeaf of being togethef," said Jae.
"Sicheng know Yuta lot year," the boy moved closer while hugging his pillow.
"But not like this. Staft with something like kissing and see if it will be ok," said Jae and Sicheng shivered.
"Kissing scary," he muttered getting as red as his pink strings.
"Oh if kissing is scafy tfust me this it one million times mofe scafy," assured Jae.
"Hurt?" asked the boy.
"Yes, at fifst vefy much," Jae decided to be honest. "And my fifst time was so so," he said. "Pfetty fushed and fough and yes, not good."
"Oh," Sicheng became pale. "But today?" he became redder.
"Today was also fushed but..." Jae looked away from him. "We had a lot of pfactice," he added remembering the hot kisses on the back of his neck.
"Oh so it's like dance?" asked Sicheng. "Lot practice?"
"I guess it's mofe difficult than dance," Jae took a deep breath.
His phone vibrated in his sweatpants and he took it to to his face and read a message.
'Love can't think about anything eles, miss you so much, even if you're mad please come visit from time to time, I won't stand it long and you don't want me to do it to you on the university grounds or in the cafeteria.'
Jae giggled reading the message. His imagination went so wild and Sicheng moved up from the bed.
"Will go visit Kun, Kun can explain," he said and left the bedroom while Jae was still so turned on double reading the message and reminding himself that he's still mad.
His mood wasn't bad but he decided to give Taeyong a proper punishment and keep away from him for longer. He knew it won't teach him anything if he will just fall back into his arms and Doyoung approved this method, so he wrote 'No' to the message that left him sleepless and in naughty phantasies all night.
Forgiving Taeyong seemed too easy way easier than forgiving Taeil and Jae knew it wasn't right because both were equally guilty but he couldn't help but to feel butterflies each time Taeyong came near him. Taeyong tried to keep their conversations on a friendly level but when they were sitting together during brakes it was very hard for both to not to hold hands under the chess table or cuddle on a bench in the alley. Once or twice they lost control and Jae felt a hand on his thigh he removed with a heavy heart, or his hand acted against his will and he intertwined it with Taeyong's but let go immediately.
Taeil was keeping away from them and he was pretty happy when the company told him to do presentations the worst thing was even his stylist couldn't hide the bad state he was in and he appeared very lousy on TV.
Taeyong even tried to invite Jae, Doyoung and Sicheng to his flat but Jae refused to come. He was still living with Sicheng and he saw that Yuta was constantly around the boy. One rainy day Jae left the main building and saw Sicheng and Yuta walking under an umbrella along the alley. Their hands on each other on the handle and Yuta's arm around the skinny boy when he tried to warm him up. They looked dreamy and Jae started to believe it was way more than desire. The same day he returned to his room but heard voices.
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