When Jaehyun starts to live the adult life he discoverers that Taeyong's mistakes are breaking his heart and trust. Despite all the hardships he must learn to fight for himself and his dreams or else he will lose his boyfriend and his music career.
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She smiled bright and she blinked to him when she left towards the kitchen, but wait Yuta was in there and Jae tried to be calm. He glanced at Sicheng and to his surprise he saw how the boy moved up from the couch hid his phone and walked into the corridor Lauren had disappeared in moments ago so Jae jumped up. He needed to help if he was right.
Taeil was so happy he hummed a song quietly and played with his own fingers and Jae shook his head when he walked into the corridor inhaling sharply. He was about to see what's in there but he heard voices when he approached the kitchen. He glanced inside and saw Lauren sitting on the counter her legs on both sides of Yuta's body while he was kissing her without a moment for a breath.
"Yuta stop we, we can't," she said pushing him away just a little.
"I need you," he whispered and kissed her again while she answered with such a passionate tongue battle that Jae felt he's so disappointed.
He knew, he had known for so long it will end like this and he glanced towards the room where Taeil talked with Doyoung but he couldn't break the boy's heart so he walked off, unable to think straight. He crossed the house opened so many doors and before he could think he was inside a cold place with a clean smell. He found the light switch and one small bulb sprang to life above him showing a stony basement with long shelves with fine wines ordered by dates and Jae breathed in sharply. He thought he will take one and pretend he came for it when he will come back. So he found a bottle of red French wine and grabbed it when the door crackled, all the hair on his body raised when he turned around but he relaxed seeing a known face. It was Sicheng, dressed in bright jeans to a yellow shirt his pink strings looked like bubble gum in the dim light, but than Jae noticed tears rolling down the boy's cheeks.
"Oh Sicheng don't cfy," Jae put the bottle back and walked to the boy.
He closed him into a hug and felt warmth when the boy cuddled his face to his shoulder. Jae was tall but lately Sicheng grew up so much he was taller than him and Jae shivered when he rubbed the boy's back trying to comfort him. Yuta was so bad so unfair, he acted as stupid as Lauren, as Taeyong and Taeil, and Jae trembled while Sicheng's sobs stopped and the boy looked at him their faces so close Jae could feel the warm breath on his face, he swallowed while he caught himself staring at the caramel toned dark skin the beautiful small nose, insanely huge lips, eyes with the wild almond shape, the world stopped, the warm breath became hot and moments later lips were on his, delicate and sweet, wet and insane and his head spanned. It felt unreal, like inside some upside down reality and he wasn't even drunk.
His hands moved his fingers found the boy's shirt and pulled him closer while warm and gentle skin laid on his neck and face and before he could notice what was happening his back collided with a wine shelf and hands were in his hair. He melted in this lips, the taste that felt like ice cream and rain on his own, he couldn't stop, like hypnotized, he forgot the world outside, there was only this one wine basement and the fire inside him, the way he was pleased and messed, torn and put back together again. The boy's neck and lips tasted so different from his boyfriend's ones, silky, soft, like a sun touched peach and chocolate.
Just breaths in the silence, just moves and touch, and Jae wanted so much more, his fingers traveled on the boy's back under his shirt and he was about to lift it when he felt he shouldn't and moved back a little.
Sicheng's eyes carried fire his skinny hand landed on Jae's face and the boy kissed down all the wet spots after his sudden tears.
"I..." whispered Jae while he forgot what he wanted to say and Sicheng let go of him.
He licked this huge lips causing Jae to nearly come right here right now then he muttered "Sorry" and ran out of the basement leaving the door wide open after him.
Jae needed minutes long long minutes to come back, to get the feeling of space and time and he leaned against the shelves inhaling sharply.
Finally he fixed his hair and shirt and grabbed the wine bottle he had left, everything in him twisted awkwardly he wanted to be disgusted with himself but he couldn't stop smiling, he enjoyed this moment so much, and he tried to get rid of the grin when he walked back. Lauren was with Taeil again and Yuta was sitting on the floor eying them up darkly, Doyoung was talking to Ten and Rachel and... everything in Jae turned into ice and he stopped in the middle of the carpet, Taeyong was there, he smiled wide and walked to the boy.
"Hi babe, oh you brought good wine," Taeyong glanced at the bottle and Jae shivered.
Moments later Taeyong leaned in and pecked Jae's lips and the boy jumped back.
"I... see you latef," he muttered pressing the bottle in Taeyong's hands then he ran out of the house into the night.
What has he done? What? He was running till he stopped on a meadow far away from the lights of the house. He wanted to talk to someone and he had no idea who could understand.
So he dialed his father's number and the man picked up.
"Jae is everything ok?"
"Dad," whispered Jae. "I... I..." he stuttered.
"Oh has Taeyong finally proposed to you, I've heard you were on a love trip," asked his father a cheerful tone and everything in Jae turned.
"No," Jae spoke coldly.
"That's bad," muttered his father.
"I'll call youf tomoffow," said Jae.
"Ok have fun and tell my future son in law that he's my favorite," his father giggled and Jae pressed the end of the call.
He walked down the meadow and found a path to the village he looked through his old messages and found the address he was looking for, while he ordered a taxi.
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So what do you think? What will Jae do now? Who will he visit?
