When Jaehyun starts to live the adult life he discoverers that Taeyong's mistakes are breaking his heart and trust. Despite all the hardships he must learn to fight for himself and his dreams or else he will lose his boyfriend and his music career.
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It was way past midnight when he knocked to a door of a old flat and soon the door opened and Miss Hillary glanced at him in shock.
"Jaehyun, sweetie what happened?" she asked opening the door further and he felt he's about to cry when he walked into her old fashioned apartment and left his shoes in the hall.
"Miss I'm soffy I need to talk to someone oldef than me," he said and she pointed to a chair so Jae sank into it while she took the one opposite to him.
She moved up and lit up the fire in the fire place and it was crackling warmly while Jae watched all the pictures on her walls and the curtains and little napkins. He hoped he isn't too much of a burden for his favorite teacher from high school but the lady fastened her flowery dressing gown and asked if he wants cookies and tea.
He nodded and she walked to the kitchen to come back minutes later with a box of cookies and two steaming cups.
"Now sweetie relax and talk," she said and Jae observed the wood blackening in the flames.
"I cheated on Taeyong," he whispered quietly.
A part of him felt embarrassed and awful another was still enchanted by Sicheng's lips.
"Tell me the whole story," Miss Hillary straightened.
She fixed her glassed and looked at him in a warm way that gave him safety, he knew he won't be judged no matter what he will say, so he started from the very beginning afraid it might take the whole night, from his summer without Taeyong the drama at university, Yuta, Sicheng , Taeil amd Lauren, Taeyong cheating on him with Taeil, and his long way to forgiveness, and hours later he was at this evening's events and spoke with rosy cheeks about the hot kisses in the wine basement.
"And I enjoyed it, can you imagine?" he finished looking into the nearly burned out fire.
"Sweetie you've never forgiven him fully," she said and Jae knew how right she was. "And Yuta and Lauren, seeing them woke up all the hidden pain you carried because of how Taeyong had broken your trust, and the boy was right there in the same situation as you and needed something nice, and a kiss, might be something nice sometimes," she said.
"But it's cheating," muttered Jae.
"Yes it's called cheating in our culture, but you were cheated on before and Taeyong was your first one, so in the back of your head there was a will to try out something different to get revenge, to see if it will be good with someone else, tell me you didn't have this thoughts," she looked at him seriously.
"I had them a lot," whispered Jae. "I thought about kissing Doyoung of Taeil to get my fevenge, but Sicheng, I've nevef, he's so sweet and innocent and... The wofst paft is I was always affaid to tfy because I thought a kiss with someone else might be scafy of bad, of disgusting but it wasn't it was so magical, I couldn't stop," Jae shivered.
"Would you do it again?" asked Miss Hillary and he started to bite his nails.
"No, of coufse..." Jae raised his voice. "I don't know, I'm affaid Miss," he said honestly. "What if..." he couldn't finish but she knew what he was about to say.
"So it will happen and you will grow up and look for your path in life, sometimes you need to have a few partners to find our what you're really looking for in a relationship," she said.
"But I don't want to lose Taeyong." said Jae, the thought was terrifying, Taeyong who would be too upset to even speak to him again.
"They say sometimes you need to let someone go and if he comes back he's truly yours," said Miss Hillary. "The thing is you should do what your heart tells you to do," she added.
"I know," whispered Jae
He was so sure his heart would choose Taeyong over everyone but now after the sensation of Sicheng's kiss he wasn't that sure anymore.
The light filled the university grounds. Jae sneaked out from Sicheng's flat in the morning to not to meet the boy, he really hoped this was a one and only event like this. He met Taeyong in front of the dance class.
"Hey, what's up with you? Why are you acting so strange since yesterday?" asked Taeyong and his voice was sharp.
"My mum called," said Jae making up a quick lie.
He glanced around and saw Yuta who was talking with Hansol quietly while Ten and Rachel were licking on the windowsill above them, and Teail and Lauren walked hand in hand down the corridor, Doyoung was revising something and to Jae's horror Sicheng was sitting not far from him crossed legged on the floor getting through his picture dictionary and Jae's stomach twisted and turned.
"Oh, was she, did she?" Taeyong went pale.
"She said I was a mistake," whispered Jae looking everywhere but at Taeyong.
"I'm so sorry babe you must be devastated," Taeyong hugged him and Jae tried to act normal but when he laid his head on Taeyong's shoulder his and Sicheng's eyes met and he felt like struck by lightning.
Sicheng turned to his book immediately and Jae tried to shiver less, but while he practiced the routine next to Taeyong half and hour later he couldn't take his eyes off the cute boy, his ballerina moves, and his huge sexy lips.
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Thank you so much your for supporting this story, I know it's a difficult part of the story, but I hope you'll stay with Jae through the bad times.
So what do you think about Miss Hillary's advice? Is Jae fooling himself or is there more about Jaewin?
