Falling for her/him

Chapter 67

Simon's POV

I run after Amanda and it looks like she has something in her hand.

"Amanda." I yell but she just ignores me and keeps running until she's outside in the back of the studio. I catch up with her and she just looks at me.
"Amanda, come back." I say out of breath.

"I remember telling you the same thing." she whispers and a security guard walks up beside her to tell her that the limo is here. She nods but then stops him and tells him to stay.

"Come inside and I can fix this." I say.

"I quit Simon!! I'm done with you and my life!" she screams. Suddenly she spins and takes the guards gun out of his holster and she first points it down at the ground. Her hands are shaking and she screams at the guard to leave and he does.

"Amanda." I whisper. She lifts the gun to her head and starts crying.

"You really think I would do this for attention." she whispers, showing me her arm. "I don't want attention. I just want release from pain!" she cries.

"Okay we can go inside and talk about this." I say, my hand out and I'm slowly walking to her.

"It's to late Simon!! Now you want to talk when I have a gun to my head!" she says and her body is shaking more. I hear the back door open and look back and there is Alesha and David.

"Mandy!" David gasp.

"Wifey." Alesha starts crying.

"Amanda, please! I can h..." I start but she stops me.

"Shutup!" she screams and points the gun at me. I freeze and clam up. 

"Mandy, you know your not thinking straight." David says softly.

"He never listens David. This is the only way he will listen to me." she cries, looking over at David but having the gun still trained on me.

"I know but I'm listening to you." he says. He tries to move closer to her but she trains the gun back on her head.

"Don't try to stop me David. I don't want to live anymore, it's useless." she starts to sob.

"No, Wifey. I love you and need you." Alesha whispers.

"I'm sorry baby." she whispers and then pulls the hammer back on the gun. 

"No!" Alesha screams. I quickly run and tackle her to the ground as the gun goes off. I hear screaming and and running and I look down to see Amanda crying. I look around and there is no blood anywhere and the gun slide across the pavement.  

Amanda opens her eyes and sees me. Once she does she stars punching me and screaming. "NO! YOU RUINED IT! I WANNA DIE!!" She screams in my face while sobbing and she tries to run and get the gun but David pulls her to him and she collapse in his arms. "I wanna die." she whispers and whines multiple times.

I start to silently cry and walk over to Alesha who has her ears covered and eyes squeezed shut. I grab Alesha's hands and pull them down to my chest. "It's okay Alesha. She's okay." I whisper.

Amanda's POV

"I'm sorry baby." I whisper to Alesha as I pull the hammer back on the gun. I squeeze the trigger and hear a scream and then pain through my whole body. I still hear screaming and heavy breathing so I open my eyes and I'm still alive and Simon's on top of me. I start punching and hitting him as hard as I can.

"NO!!! YOU RUINED IT! I WANNA DIE!" I scream right in Simon's face still sobbing. I go to run and get the gun but feel hands grab me. I twirl around and clash with another body I recognize as David. He holds me tightly and I just cry and continue sobbing quietly that I wanna die. I keep whispering it and David picks me up and carries me back into the studio and to what I think is his dressing room. I black out after that and don't remember anything else.

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I'M SO SORRY GUYS THAT I MIGHT BE BREAKING HEARTS!!! ALSO THIS IS SHORT AND I'M SORRY!! I LITERALLY WAS CRYING WHILE WRITING THIS!!!!