Falling for her/him

Chapter 71

Amanda's POV

I wake up with a massive headache and a really bad hangover. I look down and I'm in a different pair of underwear and bra then last night. I push myself up and walk to my medicine cabinet to get an Advil and swallow it down. I then walk to my room and get one of my oversized shirts and slip it on. I don't remember much from last night. I walk down stairs and there on my couch is Simon sleeping peacefully. I tip toe to his side and swing one leg over his side and then sit down softly on him. He tries to move a bit and then his eyes flutter open.

"Morning." I whisper softly.

"Hey, how are you feeling?" he asks, sitting up and grabbing my hips, pulling me closer to him.

"Massive headache. What happened last night?" I ask.

"Well, I found you in the floor drunk off of three wine bottles." he sighs.

"Oh wow." I whisper.

"I picked you up and you told me you could walk all by yourself. So, I let you down and you puked all over myself and yourself. Then you started crying." he laughs.

"I'm so sorry." I chuckle. His hands tighten a bit on my hips and his eyes are shining as he looks into mine. I lean down and his lips attach to mine. He kisses me softly for a moment and then pulls away.
"Then what happened?" I laugh.

"Well, I picked you up to carry you upstairs and cleaned both of us up and then put you to the bed." He whispers, still looking into my eyes.

"Well, that's very sweet of you. Biggest sweet heart." I laugh.

"I prefer a smartass." he chuckles.

"I think you mean dumbass." I laugh harder.

"You little stinker." he says and pokes my sides making me laugh. I go to get up but he pulls my hand and I fall on my back onto the couch and he hovers over me with a cheesy grin. What are we? Are we even anything or am I just another side again? I think I'm falling in love with him again but I can't tell him that. I can't stand being hurt again. It's to much for me to do this. I need to know what we are and I can't know until he tells me.

"Amanda, why are you crying?" he asks. I reach my hand to my face and I do have tears coming down my face. I quickly wipe them away and then smile.
"Mandy." Simon says with concern written all over his face.
"Did you think I'd come crawling back to you this easy?" I question.
"Wait, what?" He says now confused.
"You thought that if you hung around long enough that we would get back together and get married and have more kids." I say, pulling away from him.
"What is your Damn problem Amanda? One moment your happy and the next your fucking blowing up on me!" He yells, walking away.
"Simon!" I yell.
"Don't bother picking up Eric because I'm taking him with me." He yells.
Simon's POV
"That's right! Do what you always do! Run away when things get hard and divorce me and then go find someone else to get knocked up and be with." Amanda screams.
I freeze and the anger boils over. I spin around and walk until I'm right in her face. "You listen to me." I say through gritted teeth. "I love you! I never gave up on you! You gave up on me and when things got hard you pushed away! I don't to knock anyone else up when I've already done it to you and you couldn't take much care of that one. Seems how she's dead!" I yell and now have tears threatening to drop.
"You think you can make me weak again." She says, now in my face. "Think again Cowell because I have more power and strength when your not her!" She yells and then storms off.  I know she wants to cry but I don't care anymore. She's just trying to fool me and won't do it this time. I storm outside and get into my car, calling Lauren.
"Hello." She answers.
"Hey, wanna meet up?" I ask.
"Sure, where at?" She says.
"Your place. I'll be there in five." I say and then hang up the phone. Once at Lauren's I knock on the door.
3rd person POV
Once Lauren answers the door Simon attacks her lips and pushes her inside. All he cares about now is hurting Amanda and making her feel the pain that he felt. Soon they both work each others clothes off and are in her bed making each other moan and scream.

Amanda's POV

I sit on my bed letting a tear run down my cheek.  I know what I told Simon was a lie. I'm weakest when he's not with me. I'm at my strongest when I have my strength with me and, he left. I drove him off. I hear my front door open and a man's voice. I run downstairs thinking it's Simon but instead am met by David and Alesha.

"Baby." I yelp and run to her, our bodies clashing together.

"What's wrong Wifey?" she asks.

"I'm such an idiot. I made a stupid decision Alesha." I start to cry and she just holds me and David joins in hugging both of us.