Falling for her/him

Chapter 72

Alesha's POV

I sit with Amanda listening to her cry breaks my heart into pieces but I don't know what's wrong she won't tell me anything. She just lays her head on my lap and soon falls asleep. David lets out a sigh and plops down beside me.

"What do you think is wrong?" he whispers.

"I don't know. It could be Simon but I don't think they have seen each other since he dropped her off." I say.

"You never know. Theses two are very sporadic with everything." David chuckles. I laugh along and then I feel like I'm gonna puke. I jump up quickly and run to Mandy's spare bathroom and vomit in the toliet. I feel a hand rub my back and I stay over the toliet gasping for air.

"Are you alright babe?" David asks.

"Yeah just not feeling well." I whisper. I haven't told him that I'm pregnant. He will probably shit a brick when he does find out. I stand up and use Amanda's toothbrush to brush my teeth. Isn't that what best friends are for? After I finish I look at David who has concern written all over his face.

"David, I'm fine. Don't worry about it, I'll be fine. I promise." I whisper.

"Are you pregnant?" he asks.

"No." I scoff and look away.

"Your a really bad liar!" he laughs.

"Fine! I am pregnant and it is yours." I giggle.

"Oh my God! Yes! I'm gonna be a Dad." he giggles and jumps around dancing like a fool. I grab his hand and he stops and looks at me with a huge smile on his face. I hear a door open and close so I walk to the living room and there is Simon standing in the doorway, soaked from head to toe. I didn't even realize it was raining. He looks over at Amanda who is still asleep and then back at me.

"What are you doing here?" he asked.

"I was gonna tell Amanda that I was pregnant but then she came to me in tears and just wouldn't stop crying." I say, moving closer to him.
"Did you have something to do with that?" I ask.

"That's none of your business Alesha." He hisses and then goes to walk away but I put my hand on his chest to stop him. He looks at me with anger filling his eyes and then taking a deep breath.

"You don't get to walk away from me Cowell." I say sternly.

"Who are you to tell me what to do?" he asks angrily.

"Since I have saved your relationship multiple times and done many things for you! So now you will listen to me." I say through gritted teeth.

"We are no longer in a relationship and we will never be in a relationship anymore." he says and then walks away with me on his tail.

"Then why are you here?" I ask.

"Just in case you didn't notice I'm getting my stuff so I no longer have to be here." he says annoyed and stopping in Amanda's room.

"What the hell? What happened to Simanda for ever?" I ask.

"Listen! Nothing last forever and we were never gonna last! We were tearing at the seams." he shouts and then grabs a duffel bag.

"Seams can be fixed! You can't give up this easy Simon! You love her!" I yell at him as he packs his bags.

"NO I DON'T!" He screams. 
"She's annoying and all she does is cry and whine all the time! She's just to damaged and no body likes damaged goods! Nobody will love her!" he yells. I stare at him in disbelief at what he just said.

Simon's POV

"Simon." I hear a whimper and I spin around. In the doorway is Amanda and she has tears down her face. I know what I said was wrong but at this point I don't care. I don't want or need her anymore. 
"Is t-that really what you think of me?" she whispers, walking closer to me. I just stare at her and don't know what to do.
"I'm just damged. No good and No one in their right mind would love me." she starts to whimper.

"Amanda." I choke out.

"No Simon." she stops me.
"You right. No one will ever love me." she cries. I just pick my bag up and walk away, stopping at the doorway.

"Amanda, just forget about it. We were never meant to be together. Find someone who will actually love you." I whisper and stay turned away from both of them. I pick my bag up and start to walk away from them. I get down the stairs and hear feet following me. 

"Simon, wait. I just have one question." Amanda says.

"What?" I ask annoyed and spin around.

"D-did you ever love me?" she stutters. I drop my head and shove my hands in my pocket. I then look up and from the stairs I see David and Alesha.

"No." I whisper and hold back the tears that threaten to fall. She nods her head and lets a tear fall from her eye. I pick my fallen bag back up and walk out to my car. I throw my stuff in and then once I go to get in David runs out to me.

"David, please go back inside." I say.

"No." he says and looks at me.
"Where's the Simon I know. The one Amanda loves." He asks.

"He's dead! He's been dead for months!" I yelp.

"No, he's not! We are best friends and I know." he says.

"David, your not my friend." I whisper, knowing that I'm hurting him.

"What?" he gasps.

"We were never friends! I was only friendly so you would stay on the show! I never liked you or Alesha and I hate Amanda! Damn it! Your so fucking stupid!" I scream.

"I-I'm not stupid." he whimpers.

"Just go back inside David." I sigh and look down at my boots.

"You know what a friend is?" he asks. I just look at him.
"A friend is someone who is with you no matter what. A friend is someone who, when your acting like an ass will be there! You wonder why I stayed?" he asks, tears now running down his face. I shake my head softly and he pierces his lips and then looks me straight in the eyes.

"Because that's what damn friends do!" he yells and then walks away and back inside. I plop in my car and let tears silently fall from my face. I just pushed everyone who cared away.