Falling for her/him

Chapter 74

Simon's POV

I push past the crowd of people to get to Amanda who is standing on the edge of a bridge ready to jump off.

"Amanda, no! You can't do this!" I yelp. 

"You can't stop me." she cries and puts her arms out.

"I love you Amanda!" I scream and tears start streaming down my face.

"I don't love you." she whispers and then jumps off the bridge before I can catch her.

"Amanda!" I scream, jolting awake and sitting up. I look around and I'm sweating and Amanda is at my side holding my shaking hand. I look over and she has worry written all over her face.

"Hey, what's wrong?" she whispers, one of her hands cupping my cheek.

"Just a uh....nightmare." I stutter and wipe the sweat from my forehead.

"Come here." she says, holding her arms open. I lean into her and she holds me as tight as her little arms can go. She kisses the top of my head.

"Simon, your shirt is sop and wet." she whispers. I look down and sure enough my shirt is soaked in sweat. I lift up and she pulls the hem of my shirt above my head and I put my arms up so she can get it the rest of the way off. Once off she just stares at me like she's never seen me without a shirt.

"Enjoying the view." I chuckle and raise my eyebrow.

"Shutup." she says slapping my chest and then pulling me back to her side.
"What did you dream about?" she whispers.

"You." I whisper.

"That made you scream and sweaty?" she asks.

"No, you were jumping of a bridge." I croak but don't bother telling her the other part because I know she doesn't love me.

"Oh, honey." she says and makes me look at her.
"I'm not going anywhere unless you want me to." she says. I nod my head and something keeps wanting me to lean in and kiss her but I can't. If I do that she'll run away plus we aren't even together, it would be a bit weird. I wish I could kiss her.

"You can." she says while giggling.

"Did I say that out loud?" I ask, feeling my face heat up.

"Yes, and I'm flattered you did." she says, pulling my face closer to hers. I push a bit closer and right before our lips meet there's a knock on the door.
"I got it." she says, jumping up and running to the door.

"Hey, I'm gonna leave. It's late and I have a show tomorrow." Demi says.

"Okay, let me walk you out." Amanda says and then leaves the room, shutting the door behind her. I fall back on the bed and let out a sigh. I'm actually super uncomfortable down there, being as I still love Amanda and there are things that I probably shouldn't mention. I decide to change me clothes and right as I'm taking my pants of Amanda walks in and yelps.
"Omg I'm so sorry." she says, covering her eyes.

"You've seen me naked it's fine." I chuckle and then she uncovers her eyes and starts blushing. She then starts staring at my underwear and I know exactly what she's staring at.

"You look like your having some issues." she says, walking until she's right in front of me.

"W-what?" I ask.

"You know what I mean." she says, putting her hand on me. I feel my face heat up and almost start to melt.
"To bad no one can help you." she giggles and hops back onto the bed.

"I-I think I need a cold shower." I stutter and go to walk away but she grabs my hand.

"Simon." she giggles.

"What?" I question, my face red and extremly hot.

"Come here." she says.

"I'm in my boxers." I chuckle.

"I've seen you naked remember?" she laughs. I give in and plop back in the bed and she sits on my waist.

"What are you doing?" I ask, voice shakey.

"Sitting." she giggles.

"Have you been drinking or on drugs?" I ask a bit confused.

"Nooo!! Just in one of those moods." she laughs.

"Well, if I don't take care of my problem then I might get hurt." I say seriously.

She starts giggling again and then falls to my side. "Go take a shower weirdo." 

"Okay. I'll be back in a bit." I say and the run to the bathroom and turn on cold water. I step in and after a bit my body finally relaxes. After I step out I pull on some PJ's and then walk back out to my room. I smile at the sight because Amanda is in a ball sleeping. She has a light snore which tells me she hasn't had much sleep in a long time. I chuckle and walk beside the bed, looking down at her beautiful face. 

"How do I fix us?" I whisper and then sit down and pull her body to mine. She adjusts and her head is on my chest with one arm wrapped around my waist and her leg draped across mine. She then starts talking in her sleep and I can't help but laugh at her. She mumbles my name and then I stop and wait. She dreams about me? This is new for me. 

We used to be the most amazing couple in this whole world. We were in love for ten years before actually coming together and then getting married and having a kid. It's as if the world is just against us. I hope she's willing to at least be friends with me because I can't live with out her. I tap her shoulder until she's awake just enough to hear me.

"Amanda, are we friends?" I whisper. She just nods her head and falls back asleep on my chest. I look at the time and it's five in the morning. I can't believe I stayed up this long with her. My phone starts going off loudly and I answer it quickly so Amanda doesn't wake up.

"Hello." I whisper.

"Simon, it's me the producer from X Factor." he says.

"Hey, what's up?" I ask, slipping away from Amanda.

"Well, if your not busy I want you back at America's X Factor." he says.

"Wow, I'm actually in LA. Can I choose my fellow Judges this year?" I ask.

"Yeah, who did you have in mind?" he asks.

-30 minutes Later-

I walk back in the room and slide back in with Amanda who starts to wake up.

"Why are you up so early?" she yawns.

"I've been up all night." I chuckle.

"Why?" she asks.

"Just thinking and now all that think has made me so hungry. You wanna grab some breakfast with me on the way to the X Factor Studio?" I ask.

"Why are we going there?" she whispers.

"Got things to do and I want you to tag along as a friend." I say with a smile, grabbing some clothes and changing. She nods her head and I run downstairs to wait on her.

-1 hour later-

Amanda walks down the stairs and or someone in jeans and a tshirt she looks so fine. "It took you an hour." I sigh.

"You can never go wrong with makeup and hair." she says all proper and it just makes me laugh.

"Let's go then." I say and follow her to my car watching her hips all the way.