Falling for her/him

Chapter 77

Amanda's POV

I walk back downstairs and fix plates for Simon and Demi. I'm so tempted to medcine in both of their food that makes them have explosive diarrhea. I decide against it and just put the plates on the table. I walk upstairs to the guest bedroom and into the bathroom. I sit on the counter typing away at my phone when I hear a knock at the open door. My head shoots up and my eyes meet with Simon.

"Yes.?" I say blankly.

"Amanda, what's going on?" he whispers, walking closer to me.

"Nothing Simon. Just leave me alone." I say sharply and turn away.

"Amanda, what happened to being friends? We can still be that." he says.

"I don't want friends Simon! I want you!" I yelp.

"I know." he says, looking down.

"If you know then why do you keep torchering me with Demi!" I start to cry.

"I've moved on! I realized we can't have anything. I know that but now you need to realize that for yourself!" he yells.

"I just want to leave Simon! Why won't you let me leave? I don't want to suffer this anymore!" I now scream in his face. I can feel my face getting heated and I know it's red.

"Amanda." he says, his voice full of sorrow.

"No! You don't get to have pity on me and be sorry! I'm done with your miserable apologises and sick excuses! I'm done Simon Cowell! You wanna bang a 23 year old then be my guest! I won't be there when the media eats you alive!" I scream.

"Maybe I will!" he yells, now in my face.
"I'm sick of your attitude Amanda! I'm sick of you moping around here and trying to get us back together! When will you realize that I don't love you anymore!" he says and I feel the tears coming out. I swallow hard and push past him and storm down the stairs. I walk into the kitchen where Demi is and grab her by the arm.

"Amanda what are..." she starts.

"Shut up!" I yelp
"Thanks! For taking away the love of my life and showing me how much of an asshole he really is!" I yell and she just stares at me. I don't know why I'm taking this out on Demi. She's not the reason Simon and I fell apart.

"I'm sorry Amanda. I didn't realize you still had feelings for him." she says with a shakey voice.

"I need him." I whimper.

"Amanda, let her go." I hear Simon's voice say. My hand drops from Demi and I look at Simon who has his hand stretched out. I take it and walk back upstairs to the guest bedroom.
"I think you need to go to a hotel. You being here is not working out." he whispers.

"Wait, Simon please!" I start to shake.

"Amanda, unless you calm down then there is no way in hell I'm letting you stay here." he says and then walks away from me. Leaving me in the room alone. I sit on the bed not knowing what to do because I can't seem to do this anymore.

Simon's POV
-1 month later-

All the judges sit at the desk listening to a woman sing and it is God aweful. I finally stop her and go to comment but Demi pulls my mic away.

"It was, in Paulin's words, very peachy." she giggles.

"Yes very peachy." Paulina laughs.

"Yeah that was bad." I say in the mic.

"Okay voting time." Demi says.

"It's no." Kelly says.

"Sorry, but it's a no." Paulina say.

"No." Demi states.

"It's a no from me. Congratulations you got four no's." I say and then turn to Demi who slaps me on the head.
"Ow! What was that for?" I asks.

"Your such an ass." she says.

"Says the one who stares at me all the time." I chuckle. Her face turns red and I leave her in her seat speechless and walk to my dressing room. A few minutes later I hear a knock at the door and it's just Demi so I yell for her to come in. She comes in and then locks the door behind her. She walks up behind me and I feel her hands go under my shirt. She plants a kiss on my back and then I turn around to kiss her lips. She kisses harder and I push her back on the couch, crawling on top. She giggles and right before I pull down her pants there's a knock at the door.
"Kinda busy." I say, loudly.

"Simon, I need to talk to you." I hear Amanda's voice say.

"Jeez." I whisper and look at Demi who has a frustrated look on her face. 'I'm sorry.' I mouth and she just nods her head and grabs my memeber making me jump and then smile because you can see me through my pants now. She unlocks the door and walks out and then Amanda comes in and looks at my eyes.

"Always busy." she laughs.

"Yeah, sorry." I chuckle and sit down, putting a pillow on my lap so she can't see the problem. She looks at me strangely and then shuts the door and sits beside me.

"So, I was thinking about going home." she says.

"What why?" I ask.

"I'm not really cut out for America." she says and then goes to get up but I grab her wrist.

"Amanda, don't leave. Please." I whisper. I stand up and look her in the eyes.
"Your holding me together right now. I know we are only friends but I really need you here." I say, grabbing her hands. She looks down and then her eyes bulge.

"Uh, Simon." she says and then looks back up at me.

"Yes, I know what's wrong." I say, looking at the ceiling.

"Can you fix it?" she giggles.

"I would love to but my girlfriend ran off." I laugh and then reach down and rub a bit because it's getting really uncomfortable.

"Okay, well I'm gonna go fetch your girlfriend." she says and her voice is a bit shakey. I know this makes her nervous. I laugh and she runs out of the room. After a few more minutes Demi comes back and laughs at me.

"Your so mean." I say with a frown.

"Awe, Simey I'll fix it now." she says. Once she starts I keep wanting Amanda to be in the spot she's in. Once I let go I yelp Amanda's name instead of Demi's. 

'Shit.' I think to myself.