Falling for her/him

Chapter 31

Simon's POV

I wake up to the sound of music feeling my ears. I open my eyes and follow the sound soon hearing singing as well.  I finally find Demi at a grand piano and she's belting out to a song I haven't heard before one she finishes I comment "I assume that's a new song?"

"You know when you assume you become an ass." She says her voice full of poison.

I walk to her and sit with my back to the piano but looking at her sideways. "Demi what's wrong?" I ask.

"A lot of shit is happening." She said sounding angrier.

"Okay maybe you might want to tell me." I say softly.

"Simon, I purged!" She screams with tears coming from her eyes.

"Demi, Why?" I ask quietly.

"Because, haven't you seen my twitter and Instagram account? Everyone hates me." She sobs.

I slip my hand into hers and look down at my feet thinking about what to do to help her. "Demi, you do know that I'm here for you." 

"How do I know that? Your ass up and left almost 2 years ago with no contact and when I do see you your engaged and I'm just the dumbass who fell in love." She said sobbing.

"Wait, Demi you fell in love?" I ask looking at her seriously.

"Ya and it was stupid! I can't even look at you or have you because I love Amanda to much to hurt her!" She yells.

"Demi, I understand how you feel. I...." "NO! You don't understand at all because you never had your true love taken away from you! You get anyone and everyone you want." She cries.

"Actually Demi I do know." I whisper.

"How?" She questions.

"Paula Abdul." I smile.

"Oh Simon." She mumbles.

"Paula and I were madly in love with one another and then she was taken away from me by tours and many other things. And when she left Idol my whole life fell apart." I say.

"Simon I didn't.." "No, see that's the thing Demi. You don't stop to realize that I have suffered beyond what you can describe and when I try to help you it's always that I don't understand and I do." I say before pulling away from her and walking back to my room and lay down on my bed letting my thoughts drown me. 

-1 month later-

I'm on a plane back to Britain for a break but Amanda has no idea so I'm going to surprise her. As my flight lands I call David and tell him to make sure Amanda is at our house. After a 45 minute drive I'm at the house. I walk up to the door and knock loudly.

"Coming!" I hear Amanda's voice say.

She opens the door and her mouth drops open and she immediately jumps at me wrapping her legs around my waist.

"Your home! Your actually home!" She exclaims and I can hear the sobs in her voice.

"I'm right here baby." I say rubbing her back and holding her tightly.  She looks at me and kisses my lips roughly and then pulls away with a smile.

"I've missed that." I say with smile.

She gets down and pulls me inside and shuts the door. "Eric!" She yells. He shows up at the end of the hall and a huge smile breaks on his face. 

"DADDY!!" He screams. He runs to me and I pick him up and spin him around and pulling him into a hug. He laughs and giggles and I just cry because I've missed my son and beautiful fiance. Amanda hugs both of us and keeps kissing my lips making me laugh.

"I've missed you and Eric so much." I say tears slipping.

"I've missed you to Si." She says.

"Awe. Don't cry Daddy." Eric says reaching up and wiping my face.

"Thanks Eric." I chuckle and peck his cheek.

Amanda's POV

Once Eric is put down for bed Simon and I sit on the couch making conversation.

"So, when do you go back?" I ask looking him in the eyes.

"After tomorrow. It's the longest I could get." He says with a frown.

"Well, while your here lets make the most of it." I say leaning into his chest.

"Then we will." He says wrapping his arms around me and holding me tightly.

I look up at him and kiss his chin that has stubble. He looks down at me and kisses my lips softly and tightens his arms around  me. Straddling him I kiss down his neck to his shirt line and then pull his shirt off. Going back to his plump lips I smile at his movements. 

"I've wanted this for so long." I say gasping.

-2 hours later-

I lay tangled on the couch with Simon under a blanket. He sets rubbing my shoulder and laying kisses up and down my neck.

"Si why don't we go to bed." I giggle.

"Because I don't feel like getting up." he groans.

"Well, I do so bye." I reply laughing. He grabs my wrist and pulls me back down. He kisses my neck and nibbles my ear. "Maybe you should at least put on your Bra and panties." He laughs.

I quickly clip my bra and pull my panties up and then run to the room jumping in the bed. I soon hear Simon crawl in the bed and pull me into him. I love this how he cuddles with me. Soon enough I fall asleep in his arms.