Falling for her/him

Chapter 29

Simon's POV

I take off running towards Demi's room with David hot on my heels. I try to open the door but it's locked. I quickly ram my shoulder against the door and it opens. I look around and there is Demi on the couch in a ball screaming. I quickly get everyone out except David,Amanda, and Alesha. I take a seat beside Demi and pull her hands away from her ears. She fights for a second until I say something.

"Hey, Demi it's just me, Simon." I say softly. She opens her eyes and looks at me with pain all over her face. Her body quickly collides with mine and she holds me tightly while crying into my neck. The other 3 come over and try to comfort her but barely help. I feel something wet on the side of my shirt and I look down. Theres blood coming from where Demi's arm is at. I quickly pull her to the bathroom and and slam the door behind us.

"Demi, what the hell is this!" I exclaim grabbing gauze and cleaning supplies for her arm.

"I-I-I don't" "Don't you dare say I don't know Demi Lovato." I interrupt.

I clean her up and wrap her wrist tightly so the bleeding will stop. I stand up and walk out of the bathroom telling Demi to wait where she's at. I walk up to Amanda and pull my shirt off.

"Where is David and Alesha and can I please get a new and clean shirt?" I ask softly.

"They went to get coffee for everyone and yes give me 20 minutes." She replies back. She turns on her heels but then stops and spins back around and kisses my cheek. After she's left I walk back into the bathroom and there is Demi sitting on the toilet with her face buried in her hands. I knell in front of her and pull her hands away from her face making her look me in the eyes. I stroke her cheek with my thumb and just wait for a smile. 

"I miss this so much Simon." She whimpers.

"I know Dem." I say looking away from her. 

"You left and everything changed. I didn't get a goodbye or kiss my ass or anything. I just wake up one morning and your gone." She crys.

"I'm so sorry. I should have never done that to you." I say in shame.

"Si, I actually loved you and sometimes I think that I still do but any chances of the same feeling from you are gone because I know your in love with Amanda." She says a smile pulling at her lips in the end.

"How do you know?" I ask curious.

"The way you look and her and touch her. The way you talk and kiss her. It's real love and I know that because I have the same with Will who is probably worried since I have not told him he can come back to my room." She says pulling her phone out.

"Wait, who's Will?" I ask.

"He's my boyfriend. You moved on Si and I know that. So, I moved on as well." she says softly.

"Hello." I hear a voice from the other end of the phone.

"Hey Will you can come to my room now." She says with a smile.

"Okay I'll be there in 3." He says.

"Okay love you." She says making a kiss noise before hanging up.

I raise my eyebrow at her and then chuckle.

"What's so funny." She says wide eyed.

"Oh just you. I remember when you did that to me and it would leave a huge smile on my face. " I say looking at my feet.

She lifts my face up and looks me in the eyes. "I love you." she says and then kisses right under my jaw line.

I hear a knock on the door and answer it. To my surprise it's Amanda and Will. Demi jumps up and jumps at Will kissing his lips harshly. For a split second I wish that was me and then I look at Amanda and realize it is me. I smile at her and kiss her hard. She tangles the one hand she has free in my hair and I smile remembering I have no shirt. I pull away and she hands me a long, white t-shirt and smiles up at me. I pull it on and then David and Alesha walk in with 5 coffees in hand. They hand them out and everyone gets one but Will. I look down at mine and then at him.

"Here man take mine." I say handing him the cup. Demi looks at me and then smiles at how I'm being nice. I walk behind Amanda and wrap my arms around her waist while she keeps talking to Alesha. I hide my face in her neck and shoulder and keep puckering my lips giving her a kiss every so often. After another 10 minutes we are called back to stage and the 4 of us take our seats. 

I sit in my seat and the first live performance comes on and I'm so amazed at it. I feel a hand intertwine with mine. I look over and Amanda gives me a smile. I look at her and lean over whispering in her ear.

"I love you Baby Girl."

"I love you to handsome man." She says.