Falling for her/him

Chapter 78

Amanda's POV

I realize I forgot something in Simon's room so I walk back and before I can knock Demi storms out with tears in her eyes. Simon walks up, buckling his belt and looks at me.

"What did you do Simon?" I whisper.

"I rather not talk about what I just did." he smiles and his eyes aren't shining like they used to.

"Are you sure Simon?" I ask.

"I'm positive. What did you need?" he asks.

"I left my phone." I say and walk in to grab my phone. I spin around and walk out.

"See you at the house." Simon says and he sounds as if he's begging.

"Yeah. Sure." I smile and walk away with a smile on my face.

-few hours later-

I walk in the house and there is no one home yet. Typicall Demi is already here. Maybe she is running late. I walk to the room I have been staying in and plop back on the bed. I'm kinda hungry but don't want to get up. My stomach begins to growl so I get up and go downstairs to cook. I decide on a cheese omlet. I hear the door open and close and then Simon's voice.

"In here Simon." I yell.

"Hey." he says, walking into the kitchen.

"Hey, want an omlet?" I ask.

"Uh yeah sure." he says oddly and then sits at the island.

"Busy day?" I ask.

"Uh yeah. Just a lot going on." he says.

"Here you go." I smile and place a plate in front of him and then mine in front of me. We begin to eat and I catch him gazing at me.
"What?" I giggle.

"Nothing." he smiles and takes the last bite, taking the plate to the sink. I laugh as he walks upstairs. I finish up and do dishes and then go back to my room. Simon walks in and just stands and stares. I look back and smile and then I feel his lips against mine. I push away and start to move but he grabs me and holds me into place.

"Simon, Demi." I whisper.

"She won't be home for awhile." he says and puts his lips back on mine. I know this isn't right but I've never wanted Simon in my arms so bad. I finally give in and kiss back just as rough. We stumble back to the bed and fall back on it. I giggle and pull his lips back to mine. This is how it should be. Him being with me and loving me. He moves down to my neck and my breath hitches. I let out a moan and then I hear the front door open.

"Shit!" I yelp and push Simon away who is looking at me like I'm stupid.
"She's home." I say through gritted teeth and then get up and run out of my room and downstairs. I go down the stairs and there Demi stands with tears in her eyes.
"Demi, whats wrong?" I whisper.

"Get out." she mumbles.

"What?" I ask.

"Get out!" she screams and points to the door. Simon comes down the stairs and stands between us.

"Demi No!" he yelps.

"I want her out!" she screams.

"NO!" he yells and grabs my hand.

"Fine! If she's not leaving then I am!" She says and pushes past both of us.

"Demi wait." Simon says running after her.

Demi's POV

I storm to Simon's room to grab my things and I hear footsteps behind me.

"Demi, I'm sorry." he whispers.

"Sorry?!?! It takes more than sorry." I cry.

"I didn't mean to! It just happened. I was thinking about something and it just happened." he says.

"Oh so now when we are having Sex your not even thinking about the woman who is pleasing you but another woman! Fantastic!" I scream and start to let the tears fall again.

"Demi!" he says and tries to grab my hand but I push away and he pulls me back.
"Your not leaving Demi." he whispers and kisses me. I let tears fall down my face but he's right I won't leave him. Because I Love him and I'm not gonna let some blonde ruin that for me. I pull my lips away and then look at him.

"She has to go if you want me to stay." I say. He nods his head and walks away. I sit on the bed and let him handle this alone.

Simon's POV

I walk downstairs and to the balcony where Amanda is sitting on the ledge. I run my hand through my hair and then lean over the ledge so I can see her face.

"What you doing?" I ask.

"Sitting and thinking. This view is absolutly beautiful." she whispers and looks over at me.

"Amanda, I need to talk to you." I whisper.

"Don't worry I won't tell Demi about earlier. Your secerets safe with me." she smiles and slides off the ledge.
"It's time for me to go to bed. Love you Simon." she says and kisses my cheek. I watch her walk away. I can't tell her to leave. We have been together for the longest time and we are best friends. I walk back inside and up stairs.

"Did you tell her?" Demi asked. I look down at the floor and she lets out a heavy sigh.

"I'm leaving Simon. It's obvious that you still love Amanda and I'm not gonna stand in the middle for you." she says and walks out the door with her bags. I let my body take over and walk to Amanda's room. I open the door and she lies there peacefully sleeping. I walk to the other side of her bed and slide in with her. She turns over and once she see's me she smiles.

"What are you doing?" she whispers.

"Holding onto something I should have never let go of." I whisper and wrap my arm tightly around her body. She cuddles into my chest and soon falls asleep in my embrace. 
"I love you Amanda." I whisper and then fall asleep along with her.

-4am-

I bolt awake when I hear a scream. I look over and Amanda is still asleep. I look around and there's nothing. Not another sound. I lay down and Amanda scoots closer to me and I feel arm slide on my waist. I get really hot and can't stand it anymore. This is nuts.  I sit back up and pull my shirt off and then just sit there. I feel the bed move and Amanda sits up and puts her head on my back.

"What's wrong?" she whispers.

"I just can't sleep Mandy." I whisper.

"You called me Mandy." she whispers.

"That's cause you are Mandy and your beautiful and I want you back." I say and pull her to my lap. She smiles and kisses me softly.

"I want you back too Si." She says and plays with the back of my hair.
"But I can't have you." she whispers and slides off my lap.

"W-why?" I stutter.

"Your with Demi. I can't hurt her like that." she says and turns away. I walk behind her and put my arms around her tightly.

"We aren't together Amanda. She left." I whisper in her ear.

"What? Why?" she asks.

"Because when we were....doing it....at the studio and I um...let go...I uh yelped your name instaed of Demi's." I say weirdly. She looks at me and then burst out laughing and now tears are down her face.
"What's so funny?" I ask annoyed.

"Y-you said my name." She laughs and falls back on the bed holding her stomach. I crawl on top of her and she looks at me and starts to laugh again. 

"I wanted you there." I whisper.

"Hahaha I would have never been in that spot." she giggles.

"You are now." I hum and look at her evily.

"Don't!" she yelps as I tickle her sides and make her jumpy. I hold her hands above her head and kiss her neck. She lets out a gasp and then moans softly. It's one of my favorite sounds ever. 
"I love you so much Si." she moans and I smile against her neck and pull away.

"Love you too Mandy." I smile.