Hatred Turns Into Love | Seth Rollins | #Wattys2017

I need to stop myself from falling apart

A/N: Did you guys see Seth's interview on Raw. He was crying, the poor guy. I literally cried seeing him cry. But he said he's going to be at Wrestlemania so I can't wait. 39 days to go. 😁😁

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Abby's POV:

"Ummm, yeah I think I have a pair that you might like." I said.

"Could you show me? I'm not the best choosing stuff like this." he said. 

Was Colby just messing with me? Did he recognize me?? I would know if he was lying. Colby was a horrible liar. I looked at him from behind my glasses and he actually looked genuine about it. 

"Okay, sure. I'll help you. You'll have to follow me. The earrings are on the other side of the store."

"Sure." he said.

I was usually glad the store was massive because there was a lot of space and the store would usually get quite crowed. Right now, I was wishing it was much smaller. I had to walk with Colby all the way to the other side of the store. It would take a while. I took a deep breath and walked with him to where the earrings were.

"This place is really big. My girlfriend would love this place. She loves jewelry. Especially this locket." he said, showing me the locket. 

He has a girlfriend. I tried my very best to not show any hints of sadness. 

"She's not one of those girls who's in love with jewelry though. I guess she just loves this locket." he said. 

"Your girlfriend sounds really nice." I said.

"Yeah, she's amazing." 

"You seem really in love with her."

"I really am. More than any girl I've ever known." I swallowed my tears as we kept walking.

"I've actually been collecting different pairs of earrings for her."

"Collecting?" I asked.

"Yeah, any pair of earrings I think really go well, I take a picture of them and write down where I found them from. I take the pictures so she can travel around the world with me. I've gotten lots from the US but not from Seattle." 

"That's really...sweet. You both must be very happy together."

"Yeah." he said.

We finally reached the case with the earrings. 

"Here you go." I said, pulling the earrings out and handing them to him.

"Wow, these are actually a perfect match. I'll take a picture to show her."

He took the picture and gave the earrings back. His hand brushed against mine and I still felt the sparks. We walked back to the main part of the store. 

"Thanks again. I'm guessing you don't really get people around here who come just to take pictures of the jewelry." he said, chuckling. 

I missed that laugh. I missed everything about him.

"It was fine. I was bored anyways. It's not really that busy here." 

"Thank you very much....uh."

"Lilly."

"Thanks Lilly. I know my girlfriend will love this pair. She'll probably ask me to buy them."

"I hope she does. She sounds like a great girl."

"She really is."

I couldn't help but ask, "What's her name?"

A huge smile grew on his face. "Abby."

"Huh??" My breath hitched.

"Her name. It's Abby." 

"Really?? That's a beautiful name." Obviously I'd say that. It's my name.

"Yeah, I really love her." he said with a huge smile.

"So...how long have you been together?" I was confused. Maybe he was dating another girl named Abby.

"Well, we aren't exactly together right now. She left all of a sudden but I'm going to find her and when I do, I'm gonna show her all the pictures and let her decide what pair of earrings she'll like. I'm positive she'll pick these ones." he said, showing the picture he just took. 

He was right. I would pick those earrings. They were nice and simple. I tried to hold back my tears. "That's really sweet of you. She's a very lucky girl."

"Thank you. And thanks for the help. I never would have found a decent pair without your help."

"It's okay and I hope you find her."

"Thanks, have a good day."

"You too."

He grinned and left the store. I held my tears back as I watched the love of my life walk away. I went to the back and sat in the corner, crying my eyes out. 

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The Royal Rumble

Colby's POV:

"Aaaaannnnndddd, done." I said.

I put the Seattle picture in my scrapbook and closed it. Abby would really love those earrings. 

"Colb, are you still working on that?" Jon asked.

"I told you guys before. When Abby gets back, she's going to want to see where we have been going. I want her to have a wide selection of beautiful earrings to choose from. I'm gonna spoil her so bad." I smiled. 

Both Joe and Jon sighed.

"What's the matter??" I asked.

"You should really give this up. Abby won't mind if you miss out a few." Joe said.

"She really would Joe. You know her. My Abby is a feisty one." I smiled, thinking of her.

"When are you going to give it up? If Abby were to ever come back-"

"Don't. I know what you're going to say. But don't worry. My Abby will come back. I know it."

I saw the pain in their eyes as they looked at me. Wanting Abby back was making me go crazy, delusional. These last ten months has been hell for me. Because of me, I cost Roman and I our tag team titles. Roman said he didn't care because he knew that I still hadn't gotten over Abby. I hadn't seen her since she left the hospital in France. I tried calling and texting her but she just wouldn't pick up or reply.

Over the last ten months, I probably only won about three matches. The rest I lost because my mind was all over the place. My heart was still shattered and it was starting to affect my job. I just couldn't get over Abby. I couldn't stop loving her. My heart ached for her.

I tried asking Nikki and Brie if they would tell me where she went but even they hadn't talk to Abby for ten months. I always kept the locket I gave her with me. It was the only thing of Abby I had left. I knew how much Abby was in love with it. For some reason, I just couldn't accept our break up. I had to convince myself that Abby was coming back, otherwise, I would have lost it. 

"Colb-"

"I really don't want to hear anything. We have a match to get ready for, right? Come on."

My friends and I both knew that I was acting crazy. But I had to stay like this. It was the only way to stop myself from falling apart.

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We had lost our match yet again. Because of me. I got pinned and cost the match for all of us. After the rumble, we all went back to the hotel and I fell asleep, thinking about Abby.