[A/N: I know its been a long time. Matagal akong hindi nakapag-update and matagal ko kayong pinaghintay but I'm here now for a very short update. This is only part 1 of Missing 54. ]
Fara's POV
My heart is so heavy as I headed back in my suite. I can't contain anymore everything that had happened today. Just in a spare of hours, ang kaninang masaya at nagkuwe-kuwentuhang pamilya ay naging wasak at sira na. Dahil lang sa mga kasinungalingan pinapakain nila sa akin these past years, well until now.
Bawat hakbang ko palayo, isa-isa kong naiisip ang mga pinagdaanan ko all these years together with them. All these years, I thought they were true to me. All these years I trusted them with everything. All these years I've been fooled. How stupid!
So pathetic!
Of all people sila pa! I sarcastically laugh inside my head.
Sa lahat ng pinagdaanan naming pamilya, ganito ang igagawad nila sa akin? What did I do to deserve all of these shits?
Lahat sila ay mga sinungaling at lahat ng kanilang nagawa at sinabi sa akin ay purong kasinungalingan lamang.
Ang sakit malamang pamilya mo pa ang may ganang umahas sa iyo.
Wow Fara! Ang stupida mo! Bakit hindi mo napansin ang mga ahas ay tumatabi na sa iyo? Nilalapitan ka at tinutuklaw ka patalikod?
Dali-dali kong kinuha ang key ko to enter my suite when I noticed it open. I admit, medyo kinabahan ako to whoever is inside but when I realized this is not just my suite, it's also Rave's.
Rave.
When I thought about him, I feel somehow relieved. I feel somehow calmed and contented that I still have him by my side. He's my bestfriend. He's my husband. We made a vow to still true to each other. Half my life, Rave is with me. He is my comfort when everything is rough, he made everything clear when all I see is a blur.
Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko kung pati siya ay kasali sa mga taong pinagkatiwalaan ko na hindi naman pala dapat.
I took a silent step towards the door and enter the suite. I can see from here his back and his on the phone. Eavesdropping is bad but after everything I've heard and I've witnessed today its hard for me to determine whats right from wrong, who's true and not.
"Trust me on this. Ako na lang muna ang kikilos ngayon. Leave it to me. I can handle it."
He turned and saw me. I watched every inch of his expression but the calmness of his facial expression didn't changed. He plastered a smile in his lips when he saw me.
"I'll hang up now. My wife is here." Aniya and ended the call. He knew I was listening. He felt my presence and he didn't explained who he was talking to because he don't have something to hide.
He approach me with arms wide open but I didn't move.
"Are you okay?" he asked. Still, I didn't move. His lips are now on my forehead. Mariin kong pinikit ang aking mga mata. Dahan-dahan kong inangat ang mga kamay ko at pinilupot sa kanya. My tears fell and my shoulder's began to shake. Thank you God because I still have Rave with me. But I still have questions wanting to be answered.
Lord, why is this happening to me? I've done a lot of mistake I know pero bakit ganito kasakit ang ginawad niyong parusa sa akin? I don't even know how to survive all of this. I've been a bad mother to Shane, not a perfect daughter to dad and useless sister to Kuya Rubi. Now, I'm a worse mother to Shane's twin. Lord, how come? All these years ang akala ko ay nawalan ako ng anak but I was wrong. Why didn't I feel it? Ganito na ba talaga ako ka walang kwenta? Bakit nila nagawa sa akin 'to? Bakit nila nilayo sa akin ang isa ko pang anak gayong ako ang mas may karapatan kesa sa kanila. I trusted them with everything but everything is not enough dahil nagawa parin nila akong asahin.
How can I get over this?
How can I start without leaving scars?
How can I trust again when every tiny bit of the glass was broken?
How can I forgive?
Will I be forgiven?
How will I end this?
How?
I, being the Queen, is a curse for me.
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A/N:
Gusto kong malaman niyo na, NANALO AKO!
I'm now the newly elected Vice President of our school and I would like to extend my gratitude to all of you 😘 You are part of my success. You are one of my inspiration. 😘 And because of that, sa part 2 nitong Missing 54 magpapasabog ako! Abangan!
Saranghe ✨
-ShynUffyz ❤
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