Lelouch vi Britannia~~ Code Geass

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--AN-- Hello everyone, this was requested by Luna_Lovegood324 . I am honestly ashamed how long I took to write this... I am so sorry it took me so long. I thought I could handle moving and writing but turns out I couldn't... We are moving so I have been really busy helping with packing and spending time with good friends I won't see for a while due to moving. The whole situation of moving has also made me very depressed and not in the writing mood, but now I am beginning to feel like writing again. Thank you for being patient with me and thank you for requesting. I hope you like it!

"Lulu~~" Shirley said as she ran towards Lelouch and kissed him. All I saw was them kiss before I had to look away. My name is (Y/N) and I have a massive crush on the one and only Lelouch vi Britannia. Sadly he is dating Shirley which sucks for me because they both happen to be my friends so I have to support their relationship. I try so hard to be happy for them but I really like Lelouch so it makes it hard on me. I don't let them realize that their relationship bothers me though. When I'm around them I act just like I did before they started dating, calm and happy. I saw Lelouch and Shirley sitting in the desks next to each other and I got jealous. Lelouch had a slight smile on his face and he looked happy. I want to be the one to make him happy, but all I will ever be is just his friend. I'll try to be the best friend I can be though.

Everybody sees Lelouch as a sociable person but I know how he really is. I know that Lelouch is Zero and i know all about the geass. You're wondering how aren't you? It's because I'm a really close friend to him and oddly enough he really trusts me. Shirley doesn't even know about this and yet she's his girlfriend. I should be the one who holds that title. I can't do anything about though so I will just let whatever will happen, happen. "(Y/N)... (Y/N)" Shirley's voice tore me out of thought as I saw her waving her hand in front of my face. "(Y/N) are you okay? You looked really deep in though there" she said with a concerned tone. I smiled "Hiya Shirley, sorry I was just daydreaming and zoning out. It's easy to do when you sit in the back of the class." She giggled at my joke and responded "I wouldn't know because I sit up front but I bet it is easy to daydream back here." I partially ignored her as my eyes drifted to Lelouch. I accidentally made eye contact and I think that made this really awkward.... yep it did. I quickly drew my attention back to Shirley as she just rambled about some random stuff she was thinking about. I pretended that all my attention was on her I should say. In all honesty my thoughts we completely focused on Lelouch. I need to calm down or I will end up becoming a yandere. Out of all the rambling one line caught my attention "(Y/N) can we just hang out and talk after school" Shirley asked with a slightly serious tone before she went back to cheeriness. "Hm, sure we can hang out" I responded with and equally serious tone. "That sounds great! I'm going to tell Lulu. See you after class" she spoke cheerfully.

For the rest of the day I didn't really pay attention to my classes. I am really confused as to why Shirley spoke with a serious yet sad tone. It's almost as if she is confused. I guess I will find out why soon.

*Timeskip to them meeting up*
"(Y/N) over here" Shirley exclaimed. I walked over to the peppy girl and greeted her as I asked what she wanted to talk about. "You see (Y/N) I've been having a problem lately and I figured you would be the best person to go to for advice." Honestly I don't feel like talking with Shirley my mind has been wandering to Lelouch recently. Shirley broke me from this mood as she spoke "I think I want to break up with Lelouch." These words filled me with joy but also sadness for my poor friend. "Why do you want to break up with him" I inquired. "Because my feelings for him changed. I though I was in love with Lelouch but as time went on I realized it was just a friend kind of love. I couldn't bring myself to break up with him." I couldn't help but feel sad for Shirley, even though this means I have a chance with Lelouch. I broke the silence with my advice "If you really feel like this now Shirley, I think it's best you break things off. It's better to do that before the relationship get to serious." "Thank you for listening (Y/N), I think I'll feel better after telling Lelouch. This has been eating away at my soul" She happily responded as she began to walk home.

As I began to walk home everything Shirley told me ran through my head. I can't just go to Lelouch and make a move on him right after they break up. I will have to wait and give him time to heal from the break up before I can do anything. The walk to my home felt like forever as I was caught up in my thoughts. As I began to relax thoughts about this all ran through my head and I knew I wasn't going to sleep well tonight.

*Time skip to next day at school*

I had another day of spacing out and day dreaming in class as my mind still raced with thoughts and sleep was trying to consume me. The day seemed to fly by as most of it I didn't pay attention and soon it was the end of the school day. I walked out and began wandering towards the spot me and Shirley talked at. I stopped as I saw two familiar people there talking. I know I shouldn't eavesdrop but I can't help myself. I hid in silence and listened. "Lelouch I... I think I want to break up" "Shirley I want to break up with you" They spoke at the same time. My eyes widened at this, they both wanted to break up with each other? I know Shirley's reason but not Lelouch's. "Oh I guess we uhm both had the same idea... I realized I love you in more of a friend way Lelouch and that's why I wish to break up with you." "I began to realize that I had feelings for someone else which is why I decided to breakup with you." "Even though we are breaking up I hope that we can still be friends and not be awkward with each other." "Well we both decided to breakup which makes everything less awkward, so I think we will be fine." "Oh Lelouch I was wondering, who is the other person you fell in love with?"(*cough cough* Suzaku *cough cough*) I saw a small blush appear on his face, which was a holy sight to see, the Lelouch with a slight blush. "It's (Y/N)"

Dead.... I am dead now. Those words made me feel like a child hyped up on sweets. Lelouch has feelings for me. It took everything to not fangirl right there like a maniac. I sat there and let everything I just heard sink in. I didn't realize it but Lelouch was leaving in the direction I was in. "Hey Lelouch" I spoke way too eagerly. "Hello (Y/N)" he responded with a smile on his face. "How are you and Shirley, I just saw you over there talking" "Oh, we decided to break things off and become friends again. Don't feel sad though, we both decided it was for the best and that we would be happier as friends." This is where the relationship between me and Lelouch began.

*One week later*

I can't wait any longer to tell Lelouch my feelings. Even though they ended on good terms I still wanted to give them time. The whole day seemed to last forever till it finally reached the end of school. This is the time I am going to tell him, as I began to walk to the place I told Lelouch I would meet him. He came into my sight and the butterflies in my stomach got even worse. I know he likes me back, but I am still so embarrassed. "Hello (Y/N). There is something important I want to tell you. I really like you a lot (Y/N), you are actually the reason why I wanted to just be friends with Shirley, and I was wondering.... Will you go out with me" he spoke with no hesitation but a slight blush dusted his face. I already knew what was going to happen during our talk, but I couldn't help but turn read from his words. "Lelouch I really like you too and this was actually what I wanted to speak to you about. I would love to go out with you Lelouch" I said happily.

Lelouch then embraced me and I never wanted to leave. I knew with him being Zero life would be complicated, but Lelouch is worth a complicated life. This man could be cold and harsh, warm and kind, or friendly and sociable. I will have to get used to everything, but I know ,just from his embrace, that I never want to leave him.

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