Ridin' 4 U❤️

Deja Vú

Rajae POV

"Arii!" I ran around the room looking for her. Then I remembered hearing the shower running. I bust in the bathroom and saw her standing there.

"Why are you yelling?" She asked. Her voice sounded sore and she wouldn't make eye contact.

"Why is the bed covered with blood? What happened to your clothes? Arii talk to me."

He turned the water off and stepped out. I saw scars on her wrists and marks on her body. She quickly wrapped the towel around herself and kept her head to the floor.

"Look at me." I said.

She slowly raised her head and I caught a glimpse of her battered face.

Arii POV

"Rajae I'm fine honestly." He was pacing back and forth across out bedroom.

"Nah fuck that. A nigga was in my house and he...." He couldn't even say it.

"Say it." I said.

"Shut up Arii."

I stood up and put my hands on his arms stopping him from moving.

"Say it Rajae. You have to accept that it happened and there's nothing you can do to take it back."

"Noo! Why are you trying so hard to make me forget what happened?! Huh?! You ok with bein' shot in the fuckin' chest with a bullet that was meant for me?! You like bein' trapped in a burnin' house with no way out?! You ok with a nigga who claim he know me, comin' in here and tying yo ass to the bed and RAPING you in out own house?! Well I DONT!"

I stood there speechless. For once he was actually expressing how he felt and it felt good to hear the truth.

"I didn't mean it that way." I said above a whisper.

"Man what ever." He rubbed his face and sat on the edge of the bed. I walked over to him and kneeled down between his legs and rested my chin on his knee.

"You ok?" I asked him.

"I guess." He leaned back and closed his eyes. I changed the sheets when I got out the shower so I wasn't to worried. I just get hit with memories of all the bad things that happened to me here in this room... in this bed....I blew out a sigh and climbed on top of him kissing him softly. When he didn't kiss back I gave up and just laid down next to him. Why does this keep happening to us?

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