A smile that makes my cheeks hurt,
and laughing that never stops.
I can barely breathe,
and keep giggling uncontrollably.
Why?
I sit, and am naturally crazy,
almost like a drunk person.
And I'm smiling,
so so wide with what I think is joy.
And I wonder,
Is this me when I'm happy?
And then as soon as my laughter ceases,
I instantly feel a painful hollow pit in my chest.
And I realize I don't know what happiness feels like anymore at all.
YOU ARE READING
Nobody Was Meant to See
Poetry[Trigger Warning, please be safe when reading] They aren't supposed to know. They aren't meant to read these poems that I'm writing. I've concealed them for a reason. -Shitty poems about how I feel-
