I used to feel so much emotion.
My days would pass in a flurry
of happiness
and sometimes anger.
But now I can't hurry.
My days pass by agonizingly slow.
I'm just going through the motions.
Those of everyday life.
And it feels like torture.
Like I need to take a potion
just to calm my impatient heart.
And my feelings have now dulled
to the point
that I rarely smile, or feel anything at all when I'm alone.
Which is separate than when I was joint
with smiles and laughter and joy.
I'd like to be happy again.
For more than just a few minutes.
Is there a way I can do that?
YOU ARE READING
Nobody Was Meant to See
Poetry[Trigger Warning, please be safe when reading] They aren't supposed to know. They aren't meant to read these poems that I'm writing. I've concealed them for a reason. -Shitty poems about how I feel-
