7:01 am "Gm"
I woke up late. Opened it around 11:30.
Should I respond? Should I forget? Should I just stop talking to him.
I was ready to let our streak die but he had me confused. I just wanted to know.
"Do you still want to be friends?"
"Why would we be anything else is everything okay"
"I just didn't think you did so idk what to do"
"I mean I thought we were"
"More like awkward strangers. If that's what you want or need I'm fine with it. Just asking"
"Not really I'm fine with anything really...🤕"
"Alright, you okay?"
"Yeah"
"Doesn't sound very convincing. You sure?"
"Yeah"
"Hope so. Gn"
I'll figure out what to do when I go to therapy on Thursday. Till then, I just let it go.
He opened it. Never responded.
I'm really tired of mind games. I give up.
I video chatted with a friend. A sick friend. A guy friend. He always seemed to make me smile on these weird and moody days. He was a small constant. Don't worry, I don't like him and I can't. I'm leaving.
There's no relationship for me at this school.
Not until college.
Song attached. Look up translation to lyrics in English.
YOU ARE READING
The Journal of a Heartbroken Girl
Short StoryI don't know what happened... How can you be somebody's world one day and not be the next? Why'd he push me away when all I wanted to do was love him? I guess he needed to find himself and it wasn't my fault but it felt like it... Its the most painf...
