Day 20

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He read them. He continues to watch my story everyday. He sent me a text through Snapchat.

"Now I'm a jerk..."

It wasn't a question. What was I supposed to say?

I face timed with a friend and then a different friend afterwards. Both calls were with boys. The second lasted forever. It was endless laughing and conversation. It felt great because I forgot about how shitty someone could make you feel and focused on how great you could feel when you allowed yourself to.

I haven't talked to him and I'm okay. He made his bed. Now he lays in it.

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