crush ✧ j.t

Chapter 39

Jades POV

The door to Jesys room flys open. "Jesy have yo-". I stop talking when I see Perrie next to Jesy, Jesys arm draped around her, Perries face on her shoulder. I just stand and stare, not too sure what to do. Jesys eyes fly open and widen but relax when she sees me.
"She couldn't sleep", she half whispers as I walk over to her side of the bed.
"Move your arm", I say sharply, making her laugh. I slap her, making her laugh even more and I cover her mouth quickly to stop her from waking Perrie up.
"Make me", she says teasingly when I move my hand. I pout, not being able to do anything without waking up Perrie. Jesys eyes soften and she moves her arm and shifts slightly, making Perries head slip on to the pillow and off of Jesys shoulder.
"When she wakes up I need to talk to her", I say, my eyes glued on Perrie. Jesy flips so she's facing Perrie and pokes her on the stomach, making her flinch and move sharply. "Stop", she groans, moving her arms violently. Jesy moves closer and whispers something that I don't catch, and Perrie sits up slowly, opening her eyes. They meet mine and I feel a lump form in my throat

Perries POV

I see her gulp and I look up to her eyes and see they are red. "Ill leave you two alone", says Jesy gently, before standing up and walking out the room. Jade walks over to the shutter and pulls it up, sunlight filling the room, blinding me.
"Look. I'm sorry for everything. I overreacted and it wasn't fair I took it out on you. And i'm sorry I wouldn't let you watch the football". As she talks she walks over to me and sits on the bed, crossing her legs and facing me.
"But why do you always take it out on me", I say gently, searching for answers. Jade sighs and grabs one of my hands, holding it with both of her hands and running patterns over it why her thumb. I feel the familiar tingling run through my body.
"I don't know. I will stop though, I can change", she says, looking in my eyes desperately. I can see how genuine her apology is, and as much as I want to mention Jed and how much it's bothering me, I don't say anything knowing it would cause another argument. I smile gently and budge closer to her. My gaze flicks down to her lips and seconds later my hands are cupping her face and my lips are wedged between hers and all my doubts in forgiving her evaporate. I wrap my arms around her neck and she puts her hands on my back and runs circles on my back with her thumb. The kiss is gentle and short, but sweet. I pull away and smile at her. "I'm sorry for being such a bitch and hiding things from you".

The sunlight catch her chocolate brown eyes, making them a light brown and even slightly orange, and the golden glow reveal hints of honey blonde in her hair. The sun is shinning on just one side of her face, casting a shadow over the left side of her face. "Don't you dare apologize", she says, trailing her hands up to my arms.
"God you're beautiful", I mutter, placing my lips on her cheek, leaving them there a few seconds. I move and there's a massive smile on her face. "Shall we go get breakfast", she says, already standing up.
"For once you're hungrier than me", I joke, standing and walking towards her.
"I'm not hungry, I just know you probably are", she chuckles.

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We finish breakfast and everyone seems happy that me and Jade have made up, but all through breakfast Jed was playing in my mind. It's stupid because I know having him is the right choice as he is helping us hide, but it bothers me knowing all our fans think they are in a relationship. "You okay lovely?", questions Jade gently, placing her hand on my back. I smile and nod and continue walking.

We are showing everyone the beach me and Jade went to a few days ago. We are currently walking through the woods, occasionally having to stop as someone wants a picture for Instagram. Me and Jade are walking hand it hand with Jesy next to us, and are talking about tour. I see Jade pull out her phone and answer it quickly, holding a finger up meaning she would join us in a minute. I reluctantly pull my hand out of Jades. She continues walking but is far enough away so we can't hear her.
"Who's that?", says Jesy. I shrug and hold Jesys hand in mine, knowing that she was upset about Chris. The whole walk she hadn't been herself. She looks down at our hands and smiles. "Do you want to talk about it?", I say after a minute of walking in silence. She shakes her head quickly. "He was a dick", she says simply. After that nothing else is said until Jade rushes back over to my side. I look at her and her eyes are locked on me and Jesys hand and a whimper escapes her mouth.

"Jade, she's upset", I whisper. She looks at Jesy who is quicking a small rock, her head hanging low. She walks infront of me and wraps her arms around Jesy. Jesy moves her hand from mine and wraps her arms back around Jade. "You're better off without him, you deserve someone that makes you happy", says Jade caringly, making me smile. I wrap my arms around the two girls, my face burrying in to Jades hair and seconds after I hear footsteps and another pair of arms wrap around us, probably Leigh-Anne. "You girls are the best", sobs Jesy.

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Jades POV

Me and Perrie trail behind Andre, Leigh and Jesy who are all laughing. We had spent hours at the beach and we had split in to two small groups; me and Leigh, and Perrie, Jesy and Andre. Me and Leigh had simply sat and had a heart to heart about relationships and love and also did a mini photoshoot, and by the look of it the other three played truth or dare, as several times they had come over and messed with us.

"Well next time can you not almost throw me in the sea", I say pouting, remembering how Perries strong arms had dangled me over the water. She chuckles. "I'm making no promises there". I push her away teasingly. "Ill have to find a better girlfriend then won't I", I say dramatically, making her take a step to the left so she's at my side again, and she places her soft lips on my cheek.

"Who called you earlier?", she says, her fingers intertwining with mine. "Oh it was just Simon", I say dismissingly, not wanting to make a big deal out of it. "What about?", she fires back.
"Oh just about meetings and work". I look at Perrie and she looks at me unconvinced, obviously noticing i'm not telling her the complete truth.
"Look I just need to go Plymouth for a meeting tomorrow", I say, running my hand through my hair.
"Just you?"
"Yep"
"Do you need me to drive you?"
"No it's fine, ill get a taxi"
Perrie stops walking and her grip tightens on my hand. "What's the meeting about Jade?". I see something stern in her eyes that are dark due to the lack of light but still seem to twinkle. "He just wants us to hang out and let the pap get a few shots of us, because the fans haven't seen us together in months".
The twinkle disappears from her eyes and her face drops. "What you ca- I mean, are you sure it's the right thing".

I can see that Perrie is trying to be understanding and I appreciate her for it. "I will hardly talk to him, we just need to walk round holding hands". I place my hands on her shoulders and she smiles softly at me. "Well I guess if you think it's the right thing to do..."

I place my lips on hers and instantly feel her lean in to me, her arms wrapping around my neck and her fingers pulling gently at the knotty hair at the bottom of my neck. My hands trail down to her hips and I pull her even closer to me. The dim light of the moon shines down to us, and when I pull away for air the light shines on her blonde roots and shadows half of her face. "Thank you. I love you baba", I say gently, my gaze flicking between her eyes that are glued on mine and seem mesmerized and her parted lips. "I love you Jadey"