crush ✧ j.t

Chapter 40

Jades POV

I wake up and for the first time in our relationship Perrie has half her body draped over mine and her head is resting in the crook of my neck. I feel her mouth is open as warm breath is puffing on me and I can feel her lips everytime she breaths out. My eyes adjust to the darkness of them room and I place my hands on Perries back, rubbing it slightly. I look over at the window as the blind is open yet it's still pitch black outside. I slowly reach my arm out and get my phone off of the bedside table and I click the home button, revealing it was 6am. I have to be in Plymouth for 10am, so I still have time to sleep, but just the thought of seeing Jed made me feel sick.

I budge slightly underneath Perrie, trying to get her off of me but she remains on top of me. I gently nudge her leg getting it off of me and fidget to the left, making her groan and move her arms desperately, clinging to my wrist. I stand up quickly and lean down, placing a kiss of Perries forehead. She frowns and flips on to her stomach, burrying her head in to my pillow. I chuckle internally and walk out the room and head towards the kitchen. As I walk down the hall I hear a muffled voice from the room. I open the door to reveal Jesy sitting on a bar stool facing the counter, talking to someone on Skype. Jesys eyes dart up to mine and she smiles.

"You're up early", she says quickly, directing her direction back to a deep voice on a computer, the smile remaining on her face. I walk quietly around the kitchen, intentionally avoiding the camera but trying to catch a glimpse of whoevers on the screen. All I manage to see is a heap of dark brown her, and a sharp jawline, and by the way Jesys looking at the monitor, it's clear it's love bloosoming.

"You want some tea Jes?", I say just loud enough for her to hear me. She tears her gaze from the computer and nods quickly before looking at the screen. I chuckle and pull out another mug, pouring the hot water in to it and a few drops splash on to my hand where I missed the mug, making me wince. "Fuck", I mutter. I ignore the burning on my hand and
place in the tea bags, before leaving it a few seconds and taking it out, pouring milk in the mugs. I place the tea next to Jesy and she beams at me. I pull out a stool and sit down, sipping my tea and just staring out the window. Golden rays of sunshine are starting to illuminate the tips of the mountains.

The door clicks open and Leigh steps in, looking surprisingly awake. "Well, I should head off, everyone's waking up", says Jesy, chuckling. "I can go back to my room if you want to talk", I say, already starting to stand.
"No it's fine, it's late where he is anyway, he should sleep", she says, saying the last bit mainly to him. I hear a laugh escape the computer and Jesy says a simple goodbye, and he returns it, and he hangs up.

"Who was that, who you realed in Nelson?", smirks Leigh-Anne, sitting next to me.
Jesy rolls her eyes but she can't stop a massive grin growing on her face. "Oh he's just a guy I met way before Chris. He's always helped me and he's just really sweet".
An awh escapes mine and Leighs mouth and Jesy blushes. "Oh shatap! Why you not with your 'baba' Jade?", says Jesy mockingly.

"About that, I need advice", I say, before I know what's going on. Jesy leans forwards and props her elbow on the counter, her chin resting on her hand, and Leigh sits back.
"Simon is making me and Jed hang out as fans haven't seen us together in months, and Perrie said she's fine with it but I just don't know if it's the right thing to do"
"What did she say exactly when you told her?", says Jesy.
"Well it sounded like she was going to start shouting and her face dropped, but she tried to be understating and said if I think it's the right thing to do, to do it"

Leigh places her hand on my hand that's resting on the counter and smiles at me softly. "What's your gut feeling?" -she says - "be honest with yourself. Do you think it's the right thing".

I sit back and stare out the window. "Don't get me wrong I don't want to but it will really help convince people, but I don't want to hurt Perrie, and i'm scared he'll make me do stuff I don't want to do".

I feel some hands on my shoulders that startle and I look around, seeing Perries piercing blue eyes. She smiles gently at me, and kisses my hair. "Do it Jade, I understand".
I lean back and the back of my head rests on her collarbone. "Now come back to bed", she commands teasingly, reaching for one of my hands. I wince as she touches the burn and Perrie quickly examines my hand. "Jadey what did you do", she says gently, turning the stool so I'm facing her. "Oh I just missed the mug when I was making tea". She still looks concerned but I smile reassuringly. "I would love to join you but I'm going to make everyone breakfast. You go sleep, it's early and you went to sleep later than me", I say, standing up and facing her. Last night we were watching Thirteen Reasons Why, and I feel asleep at about 10, and Perrie probably stayed up hours later. She smiles gently. "Okay baba, wake me when it's ready". Everyone in the room laughs at the mention of waking Perrie up. "Oh fuck off", she mutters, before placing her lips on mine gently, pulling away quickly but reconnecting them and pulling away a second time. "Eww, morning breath", I say teasingly.
"This is why I don't get up early, you're all really annoying", she pouts but I can tell she's joking and she walks out of the room.

*

"Come' on Pezza", I whine taking her hand and pulling it slightly. Yet again she groans and moves her face in the opposite direction.
"Right, you leave me with no choice", I say sternly, ripping the duvet off of her, making her squeal. "Jeed", she groans. I straddle her hips and lean down, kissing her. She instantly kisses back and when I pull away her eyes instantly open and she smiles at me. "Breakfast", I say gently, standing up. She stands up quickly and darts infront of me, basically sprinting to the kitchen. I laugh and see Perrie stop at the doorway. When I reach her side, I see Leigh and Andre in the same position than when we left; Leigh desperately clinging to Andre, and Andre holding her supportingly. Before Perrie can say anything I whisper; "Andres leaving, he needs to go back to training and playing". Perries eyes soften and she smiles gently at them.

"Well, enjoy your breakfast guys, Id better be off", says Andre. Leigh pulls away and despite the tears streaming down her face, she smiles widely and genuinely at him. "See you next week yeah?", she says, before placing her lips on his. He smiles and nods, before Leigh and Andre leave the room.