A/N: SPG chapter. Not entirely though but just a warning for young bloods.
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"With them, all I removed was my clothes.
With you, I shed even my skin."
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"here is my love for you.
it will be there always.
whenever you are ready."
But I'm not ready.
"You know I can't," her voice was faint.
Bea continued to torture her with wet kisses from her nape down to her shoulders. "Just trust me, Jhoana. All I want is you - everything of you. I love you."
Jho shuts her eyes in deep thought. She was doubting as of the moment, but Bea – the irresistible Bea – has used her charms to bend her will yet again. If it was the domineering and control freak Jhoana, she would undoubtedly oppose to the idea. But that is not the case. She is an entirely different person because of Bea.
She turned to face the taller girl, whose eyes were brimming with desire and longing. She has witnessed how Bea craved for this and she had no plans in disappointing her this time. She'll be braver – fearless in shedding her clothes and skin for her first love.
"Kiss me, Bea. Let me forget how terrified I am of everything that's wrong in my life." She slid her arms and clutched Bea's waist. "Own me."
She emphasized the last two words like her life depended on it. Meanwhile, Bea tucked the loose strands of her hair and smiled. It was not the kind of smile that meant some monkey business nor was it teasing. Instead, it was alluring, the smile Bea use to capture a girl's heart and oh, Jho was not an exception.
"Don't worry. I got you. I won't let anything or anyone hurt you. I want to make you happy." Bea's sincere words had her heart stumbling and slowly lose grip of its defenses.
Her decision is unquestionable – she's going to give in tonight – and she never felt secured until Bea had spoken her words of assurance.
They looked at each other lovingly. They were certain of each other although it had just been a day since they openly talked about their feelings. No one could be good enough for either of them but each other. No one.
"I surrender all of myself to you, Beatriz. Please be careful with me. I am more fragile than you think," she whispered while her eyes pleaded.
Bea slowly inched her face towards her and kissed her gently, then slowly claiming her. She felt wanted. She felt desired. And that caused her to smile while their lips were intertwined.
"I will. No worries, Jho. Just let me," Bea replied as she pressed her body unto her.
With her cold fingers, Bea unbuttoned Jhoana's flannel from bottom to the top and continued kissing her. As the latter's abdomen came into sight, her hands crawled to touch it. She memorized how the Jho's delicate skin feels on her palms.
She brushed it with her fingertips repeatedly, cautious at every stroke, avoiding the other to react violently like the previous time she attempted to do it where Jhoana ended up crying.
