59 | josh

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'no,' becomes a renegotiation of terms.
a debate.
a reconsideration in case i decided other.

and my limbs will always tremble with hesitance.
and my heart will always race to an endless finish line.
and my mind will always spin as if i've forgotten every protective instinct in my body besides the singular word 'No.'

and now all i can process in this very moment is the regret shapeshifting my mind as to why.
good god, why didn't i have it.

see, tyler,

pepper spray was meant for criminals like this,

not you.

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