pepper spray ! tysh

97 | josh

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tears started to pool at the brim of my eyes and you started smiling wide, as if this is a fucking joke.

"josh-"

"no, shut up."

you laughed, squeezing my thigh as reassurance. you cannot possibly be serious right now.

"i can say a bunch of cliche shit like 'you're my universe' or 'you light up my world.' and by god, you do. you are the sunshine to my rain i swear. and i could ramble about the amount of love i have for you but sometimes less means so much more..." you chuckled and i wanted to just punch you right then and there.

"joshua, you're the only reason i have a world. and i'm far more than madly in love with you."

"tyler." my heart pounded against my chest like a prisoner trying to escape. "stop it." i could not fathom why you love me this much-
and oh my, i'm crying.

"will you grace me with your existence for eternity," and then you opened it, "and marry me..."

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imagine rejection & heartbreak ... yikes.