pepper spray ! tysh

75 | josh

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J

T: i know you do.

i don't want to cry.
i don't want to cry.

i'll patiently wait until the commotion in my heart dies down.
and i'll patiently wait until the redness on my skin softens.

you tell me to not to hurt myself.
and to be calm.

i feel like i've broken both rules.

T: i'm coming, sunshine. don't worry.

i won't cry.
i wont cry.

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i rewrote this like 20 times then gave up. it is what it is.