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you stripped me of damp clothing after it took me about twenty minutes to decide whether i wanted you to touch me or not.
then you gave me your sweater to keep warm. i felt like such a baby. such a burden.

you attempted to untangle from me and i panicked sobbing and begging you not to let go. my hands clutch your shirt tightly.
god, you don't know how much i need you.

"hey, shhh. m'sorry, love. l'mme just—" you reached down to grab the blanket beneath you, covering both of us with it. "there. all warm now." you sighed, calloused hands grazing through my hair.
your big hand came up and held my head close, a long kiss pressed against my curls and my eyes shut closed in attempts to stabilize myself because you're here.
and nothing will hurt me.
not even myself.

"i'm so sorry," i managed to breath out.

"you don't have to be. just cry and let it out."

this was going to a long night.

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