83 | josh

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"i love you, josh."
you repeated it like a hymn.
you knew recovery would take some time.
and you told me you'd spoil me rotten;
that you'd spoil me until my tooth hurts from how sweet you were being.
and you said it all with full sincerity,
promising me you were gonna beyond the galaxy of my freckled cheeks to make an endless milky way out of my smile.

you made me laugh at that.
i laughed like i didn't believe you.
but i did, because you reiterated yourself.

"i love you forever, my sweets.
i'll love you longer than the life span of a single star. longer than the life span of the sun itself. you are my universe in motion and i swear, josh.. i'm gonna marry you one day."

as if i hadn't already cried enough, i find myself doing it again.
however it's different this time.

"i love you too, ty," i cuddled into your chest more than before, "so, so much."

these were happier ones.

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guys wat if i just killed josh outta no where lmfao
that'd be crazzzy

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