pepper spray ! tysh

10 | tyler

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tired. i'm extremely tired. but i gotta toughen through the day on my own.

and then you walked as if on cue.
you seemed to be a reoccurring figure.

"hello," you said with all smiles and amber glowing eyes.

it was 7:03am in the fucking morning why are you so happy and why are you even awake.

i didn't say anything of course. sorry for my pessimistic vibe. i can tell it's too gloomy for something as bright as you. i just haven't gotten enough sleep. and i'm so tired. i hate everything and everyone but it's not really their fault, it's only mine; and you're so breathtakingly beautiful maybe thats why it's hard to breathe right now. my lungs hurt and now you're looking at me with worrisome eyes and i want to apologize for placing this burden on you that crappy day or even today. but it's only now that i realize i didn't voice my apology and your eyes are really fucking gorgeous the more i look into them and oh god my lungs might just collapse and i think i might break down any moment— please stop me.

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