"Harry, could you get me my sweater in our room while I settle lunch? It's freezing!" I hollered across the kitchen, bustling about busily, preparing the ingredients for pizza. He was seated on the couch, playing FIFA but after he heard me, he immediately paused the game.
"Sure thing, kitten!" he whistled a happy tune while taking light steps up the stairs. He is in a cheerful mood today because it's one of the rare days where he gets off work.
I looked at that cheeky and attractive boy, smiling to myself and wondering how I ever deserved him.
Harry's POV
I went through Y/N's closet, searching for that sweater that'll keep her warm. I opened a random drawer where she stores her clothing, hoping it's in there. Instead, I found an unlikely thing and something you would never expect to find in a closet drawer. A small red leather bound book. A diary.
I nervously glanced around my shoulders, half expecting Y/N to pop out and shout: "Aha! I caught you!" Nope.
I know in my heart reading someone's diary is wrong but my conscience came a little too late as I flipped open a random page. I could almost hear the devil's evil cackle. I read on, ignoring my conscience but knowing I'll regret it later.
Monday, 27 June
It's me and Harry's 3 months anniversary~~ We went out to this fancy restaurant to celebrate but tbh, I don't really care where we go to, I don't mind just eating take outs with him as long as we're together... Cheesy, I know and I remember the times where I find it so cliché every time the main characters of the movie says something like that but I totally relate to it now... butterflies in my stomach, electrifying tingly feel every time we touch, heart beating wayyyy over its normal rate... those cliché things. I love him so much and I feel like I can't express it enough, can't stress that fact enough... anyways got to go~ Harry's calling
Sunday, 15 July
Harry's on tour now and without him here, I felt more vulnerable to all those hates... I tried doing "that" but I stopped myself in time because I know Harry is going to be so disappointed in me. I want to show him that I'm brave and not at all weak, I want to show him that the hate doesn't get to me and I don't care! I can do this, I know I can. x
Tuesday, 17 July
Got some shit during work today...so apparently this girl said I treated her badly and I even got her order wrong?? So I got a huge lecture from my boss even though I could've sworn I did nothing wrong... oh well, at least I'm meeting up with Y/B/F/N later so THAT'S something I could look forward to. X
Wednesday,18 July
Today's summary: LMAO Shelby was hilarious today at uni! I can't believe she asked our professor about his love life and does he need her advice about it!!! I almost fell over laughing so hard. That girl is amazing, she takes my mind off things, like how much I miss Haz rn. x
Friday, 20 July
I swear sometimes you don't know whether to hate or love the Directioners... definitely no hate on them, of course, for I am one myself and I totally understand where they're coming from. Definitely 100% for devotion and dedication I can say... maybe a little more than 100%... I mean, death threats? I know I should have expected hates and threats from them the moment I started dating Hazza but I never thought it would have got to me, I thought I was stronger than that. Apparently not.
Tuesday, 4 August
OMGOMGOMG! Could my day get any better?! Harry is finally back from tour woohoo! We spent the whole day making out and cuddling and I couldn't ask for anything more, it was perfect! Not only that, I got a promotion at work! Hello, training manager and higher wages! I always feel so guilty using Harry's money especially because everyone seems to be on my case for that... even though I know he's rich and all, I feel like he shouldn't be spending it on me. OH, AND GUESS WHAT?! I think I'm finally accepted by more fans! I saw some complimenting me and shipping us and I feel like there's significantly lesser hate! Dear God, if you're watching, thank you, thank you so so much for today! :)
I couldn't read anymore, I forced myself to close that book because I know I'm slowly sinking in, falling in Y/N's private world which is off-limits in the first place.
I shakily went downstairs, still thinking about what I just read. My feet unconsciously guided me towards Y/N.
"Hazza, you took THAT long and you didn't even get my sweater! Whatever in the world are you doing up there?" she gave me a half amused half concerned look.
I just stared at her and impulsively hugged her, crushing her so tight I feel like she's going to suffocate. She didn't let out a word, she only wrapped her arms gently around me.
"I'm sorry, Y/N..." I murmured into her hair.
"Harry, what are you even talking about?" she questioned, looking up at me with worried eyes.
"I... I came across your diary and I read it. I know I'm not supposed to but I did and I felt terrible. I feel like a terrible boyfriend, not being able to protect you from the fan's threats, not being there through your tough times, making you miss me all the time and I'm so so sorry."
Y/N just stared at me. She doesn't look the least mad at me.
"Oh, Harry... I honestly don't mind you reading it but you know if you want to read it, you only have to ask! Haz, stop blaming yourself, you're not even supposed to know about all of that. You're honestly a perfect boyfriend, I wouldn't want anyone else."
I looked at her beautiful eyes, the vulnerability in them and I want to shield her from all the bad things in this world, everything that causes her pain and suffering. I leaned forward to kiss those plump and soft lips of hers.
"You can read mine if you want." I offered, just so we could get even.
She shook her head with a smile. I smiled back at her and we hugged again.
"Harry?" her voice was muffled as she was against my chest.
"Hmm?"
"I'm still cold."
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