He found you on the both of your bed, your head buried against your knees as your shoulders heaved softly. You made no noise as you sobbed to yourself quietly, not wanting Harry to see you like this.
Harry wondered what was taking you so long when you said you're going to the toilet and only after that, he realized you raced upstairs when the nearest toilet is downstairs. He climbed the flight of stairs and saw you like that, and his heart broke into two.
He approached you cautiously, not wanting to scare you off and prompt you to hide behind your "I'm okay" mask again. He knew something was wrong with you lately, he just didn't know how serious it was.
You felt his weight dip down the mattress beside you and you flinched, trying to stifle your sobs. Harry gently wrapped his arms around you, burying his face against the side of your neck. You immediately switched positions to accomodate his warm hug.
You don't want to act weak in front of him, but his hug melted all of your ego. You quickly turned to him and clung your arms around his neck, resting your chin on one of his shoulder and letting the tears fall down freely.
The tears dripped onto the back of his shirt, but you knew he didn't mind. He hugged you tighter, a silence promise that he's there for you. He breathed in your scent as he buried his face against you shoulder blade.
He didn't say a word, only rubbing his hands up and down your back soothingly and you couldn't ask for more. He knew you hated confrontation when you're not ready and he's respectfully giving you time.
You cried and cried, letting all your frustrations and sadness out. Finally, mask off. After quite a while, your crying finally soften and you had developed a case of hiccups.
You looked up and him and sniffed: "Harry...."
He looked at you with his warm emerald eyes and nodded, prompting you to go on.
"If I told you about the darkness inside of me, would you still look at me like I'm the Sun?" You whispered softly, keeping your head down as you feared his response.
"Y/N, baby look at me..." Harry said in his deep voice that made you wanna cry like a 5 year old again. When you still wouldn't look at him, he lifted your chin up gently with a push of his index finger under your chin.
"I don't care if you're crazy, I don't care if you're the angel of death, you're still going to be my Y/N, my sunshine. I love every piece of you, even the ones you find imperfect and you're embarrassed to show, but to me, those are the most beautiful parts about you, Y/N. Those are what makes you my strong, beautiful girl."
"So what if you have darkness inside of you, baby? Stars can't shine without darkness, love. If you don't want it to be dark, let me light your way. Let me be your Sun and guide you out of it. But whatever happens, know that you're still the love of my life." He pecked you on your forehead.
Your tears flowed again, this time not tears of sadness, but tears of gratefulness, tears of joy, tears because you were overwhelmed and touched by his words. But the last part was what got you bawling your eyes out once more, knowing that you had the best boyfriend in the entire world.
"Y/N, I won't look at you like you're the Sun.... Because you're my world."
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