philophobia | j.hoseok

23

i quickly got out of work hoping he had forgotten about that little get-together at the park but of course luck wasn't on my side.

"haesoo!"

i stopped after hearing his voice and instantly turned around to see that he was waiting outside the door. he stood up to his feet and slowly walked towards me as he held a basket in his hands.

"you didn't forget about the park thing, did you?" he asked.
"no, why would i?" i smiled a fake smile.

"good, come on." he grabbed my hand with his free one as we walk together to the park route that i usually take home.

"a picnic?" i asked confused as i watched him lay out a small mat on the ground. he smiled as he sat down on it once it was laid flat.

"come, sit. i made us some sandwiches," he said. i watched him smile and place out some wrapped sandwiches out in front of him. and then he looked at me. "don't be shy. sit."

i licked my bottom lip slightly as i eyed him carefully before sitting myself onto the mat. he smiled and handed me a sandwich.

"it has some turkey, avacado, a little bit of cheese and then whole wheat bread," he said. i looked at it and took it.

"thanks," i softly said. he continued to smile as he opened up his sandwich and took a bite out of it. i awkwardly sat there watching him, and then i looked down at the sandwich in my hands.

"you're not eating?"

caught by surprise, i looked at him.

"oh, n-no. i am," i softly said. i opened up my sandwich and took a bite out of it. surprisingly, it tasted really good. so i watched him carefully put from the corner of my eye. he must of saw my watching him so i looked away towards the trees.

"the sandwich is good," i softly said. i sensed him turn his head towards me.

"thanks. i do put in my efforts," he chuckled.

i chewed my food before swallowing it, and i sat there thinking to myself before i realized i blurted out my thoughts.

"why are you doing this?"

"isn't it obvious? it's because i like you."

------
so i heard about yeri and jungkook? apparently lots of people think the two are secretly dating.

and i here i am, eating cereal, watching youtube videos.