philophobia | j.hoseok

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incoming call from: horseok
accept | decline

"hey, you finally pick up," i hear hoseok's voice.

"er, yeah.. is there something you need?" i asked.

"well... i just missed your voice... you know, since it's been exactly five days i have not seen you. which reminds me... are you ignoring me?" he suddenly began to ask.

"me? ignoring you? pfft, that's nonsense–"
"that why haven't we been able to see each other?"

i was silent because i didn't know what to say. honestly, i was a bit guilty. maybe i was ignoring him because i was shy?

i sighed softly. "i wanted to talk about..." i lowered my voice, "the kiss..."

"yeah.... to be honest, i didn't know you had that in you," he softly said over the phone. "neither did i. i'm going to be honest i cannot think straight over things because... because of you."

"oh, no, are you making this my fault haesoo?" he asked in a sarcastic tone. i tried to keep my voice quiet due to the fact that my mother and sister were still in my house.

"don't be sarcastic with me, mister."
"admit it, haesoo. you so like me."
"i-i don't. never!"
"that's not what it felt like when we kissed."

"shut up! don't speak of that," i said quickly into the phone.

"ouch, i'm hurt."
"i'm sorry. i'm just... trying to figure out what's wrong with me..."

"i really want to see you again. the guys are asking about you too. they want you to visit... amd to bring your sister along too," he said adding a soft chuckle.

me: i don't want to see you.
also me: but i really do want to see you.

i gulped. "well... let me talk to my mother about it... i don't want her to be alone at the house all the time."

"of course. if you want, you can bring your mother as well," he said. "mm, okay. i'll ask."

there was a brief second of silence before i spoke up again. "you sound tired than usual."

"oh, yeah. i had practice today and i had to help out my sister in the house," he explained. i leaned against my bed post as i held my phone close against my ear.

"hey... if you, uh, ever need help around the house, i wouldn't mind helping," i softly said.

"aww, has haesoo had a change of heart?" hosoek cooed.

i shook my head and laughed softly. "it's a slow progress. it's your fault anyways."

"well, i'm glad...i like you even more."

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going to florida soon! anyone live in florida?? ((: