me? the possiblity of falling in love? that sounds completely unreal. but what if chaeri is right. does she really think i could fall in love with him? i'm not so sure myself, since the thought of it made myself anxious.
i had just finished eating dinner by myself before i went upstairs to get ready for bed. once i finished the whole night routine, i went to my room settling myself on top of my bed. but on the corner of my bed frame, i saw the burgundy scarf he had given me that first time we met.
the scene played over and over in my mind as i remembered that day clearly.
could he really be the one i can fall in love with? will i really take the risk?
such questions i asked myself, but i do not know the answer to them. one things for sure, he smiles way too much. i mean, how can one be so happy?
that confused me the most. i sat there in slight frustration where questions would come and go due to the fact that i couldn't answer them.
jung hoseok, how is it that we met this way? what does it all mean?
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what is one thing you like about jhope?
i like how he manages to bring the mood up and make everyone laugh.
he is literally a ball of sunshine, like how can no one like him?!
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philophobia | j.hoseok
Fanfictionphilophobia (noun): the fear of falling in love or emotional attachment. everyone is afraid of something. and for haesoo, it was love. love can be an amazing feeling once you find the right person, but it can be the most painful feeling as well. hae...
