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An//:   zuperr zorrt.  Enzoy🙊

There she was..

The person I love.

The person that I am forever infatuated with, who I'm longing for, who I'm craving for.

The one who I want to see every waking day.

The one who should be walking towards me.

I should've  done something..

I should've listen to our friends..

I should've listen to her..

Then we could've fixed everything..

I could've fix things..

We could've been together..

But then I lack a huge amount of courage.

I mess everything up.

There was a chance and I didn't grab it.

I'm a fool, I know.

And now..

I could only watch...

From here in the far end corner..

I could only watch her as she walks down the isle..

On her very elegant yet simple white gown, almost putting every girl to shame on how beautiful she is today.

She's smiling..

Her eyes shining, amidst the reflection of the lights surrounding the venue.

She held so much glamour.

She's simply gorgeous.

Breathtaking.

My Dennise.

Oh sorry,  my bad. It should be in a past tense.

I watched..

I watch as she neared her soon to be husband.

That douche, puregums but lucky, LA.

I could only roll my eyes at how much he's smiling.

Like he just win a jackpot.

I would agree with on that.

But Oh, how I love to wipe that smug look off his face with my foot.

Our friends in the crowd, her sister being her bridesmaid all had a baby pink colored dress.

Both their parents smiling proudly.

My jealousy kinda boosted more a bit because, christ,  can I atleast have some loyalty from her parents?

I know it's too much to ask but there's no bad blood between us. They accept me as their daughter's partner- pardon, ex- they we're fine about us being together. Heck!  Sometimes her mom would playfully encourage me to just marry her daughter with her side comments .

But all of that was before.

Because now, I watched.

I watch how he reach for her hand, like he doesn't wanna let her go.

Another eye roll.

I watch as they take the step together on the altar, held each others hands, and smile like there's no tomorrow.

That should be me.

How cliche but..

It should be me who she's holding hands with, who she's going to tell her vows to, who she's gonna cry with after, who she's gonna give a ring, who she's gonna kiss to seal the ceremony.

Who she's gonna marry.

And now it dawned to me..

This is the end.