Scenarios Of Us

just a kiss 2

I saw you.

I took a second look, fast, I felt it could break my neck.

I felt my heart racing. Bigtime.

God damn it!!!

You still looked the same.. but like you look better. Even more beautiful.

God damn...

I was wondering how this things happen. I never thought of seeing you again.

It felt like something woke me up from the dead.

Our eyes met. I know it. Even it's just for a .5 millisecond I knew it happened. You look way better with your long hair and I took a quick second glance to confirm that, absolutely, it is you.

But the fate isn't that generous. I didn't have the chance to talk to you.

Would we still be able to be like what we used to?

You live nearby. That I immediately know of, surprisingly because of the nosy neighbor.

Just like before, or Everytime you get home for vacation, your not much to hang out side. That makes a lot of sense.

I feel like I'm dying to talk to you tho.

But do I have a right to? Can it possibly happen?

Something's stoping me, that's for sure. But you.

You seem content.

And I kinda hate that.

I wanted you to feel something.. for me

Like what do I have to do?

Every chance I get just to see you.

Oh you wouldn't wanna know how many times.

I feel like an idiot.

But it's you so I'm shutting my mouth.

God loves me.

I said to myself when I finally, fucking finally talked to you.

And I'm happy, so happy. But your still turning me down.

But do I have the right to be pissed?

Specially after what happened to us.

It hurts. A lot.

But it hurts more when your not here. Not beside me like my selfish self wanted to. But a good 5 feet away will do.

As long as I got to see you and talk to you.

It's so heartbreaking.

I felt like crying.

When you would smile my way.

But hug him the same way I wanted to.

The note.

My note.

I hope you would read my note.