Scenarios Of Us

I don't know

Hundi ko alam kung saan o kailan.. kung paano o kung bakit. Basta isang araw nagising nalang ako sa kamang to at nag iba na ang pagtingin ko. Nahuhuli ko nalang ang sarili ko na iniisip sya. Ano na kayang ginagawa nya.. busy kaya sya ngayon.. o baka may iba syang kasama na nagpaasaya kanya ng higit pa sa nagagawa ko. Minsan naman napapangiti nalang ako. Habag iniisip parin sya. Yung mga little things na ginagawa nya. Lalo naman yung mga effort na nagagawa nya.

Nakakapagtaka. Hindi ko kasi ine expect. Ayaw ko talaga sakanya nung una. Nung tinanong nya ko kung pwede ba syang manligaw. Napa 'oo' nalang ako dahil sa peer pressure. But look at me now. hindi ako nag doubt noon at ilang beses syang ni reject. She's not even the hottest or the oh so gorgeous among them all. May nerdy glasses sya pero astig pumorma. Magaling magvolleybll at matalino. May kaya naman sila kaya minsan naibibili at nililibre nya ko ng mga bagay bagay. Kahit naman kasi di ako humihingi sige parin sya, kaya hinahayaan ko nalang. Mapilit eh. Nagpaalam din sya sa parents ko without me knowing. At sa sobrang bait at supportive nila, naki oo nalang din sila. Ang di ko lang maintindihan ay kung pano nya nabola si daddy wich is the strictest and very intimidating one. Parang wala lang sakanya nung nagsimula nya kong ligawan. But from what I can recall wala syng in approvan sa mga naging ex ko. Lagi nyang nahahanapan ng butas para maayawan nya. Pero sya, at tanging sya lang, ganun lang kadali napaamo si papa. At eto na nga pati ako napaamo narin nya. Lalo na yung dalawa kong kapatid na idol na idol sya. Laging hinahanap sakin, tapos kapag nasa bahay laging nasa kanila yung atensyon nya. Minsan nakaka selfish din no. Pero di na ngayon. I prevail her from looking and entertaining others for 10 minutes and up. Kapag lumampas. This means war. Charot. Basta, gusto ko akoin lang sya- I mean, Yung atensyon nya, yung mga ngiti nya. Even yung side nya na ako lang talaga yung nakakakita. May be it good or bad traits nya tanggap ko. But I cant grasp any possible reason as to why I fall from her. I don't know but I just found myself sometimes thinking about it. I thought a lot maybe. Maybe her eyes that gets unseen Everytime she smile wide, maybe how she scrunched her brows everytime shes confused, maybe how she scratch her eyebrows everytime shes being shy or kilig. Or the effort she have done to me, the sweet nothings she whispered everytime she hugs me. Maybe how her eyes open Every time she wakes up beside me. I don't know. All i know is I love her. I dont wanna lose her. I'll keep her forever. Maybe thats the real magic of love. You bow to a person and accept every single thing about him or her without knowing the reason why you wanna do it. Why you accept and promise. I just don't know but I'll keep her forever.