Thoughtful Rhymes

Wrong?

I literally came up with this in like 20-30 minutes. It's fucking 12:40 at night right now and I just had to have this inspiration after watching a lot of short films. I hope you enjoy though. Bye Bye!

I know what I want to do isn't right,
But how wrong is it really,
If me and my brain will always fight,
And some others think it's just stupid and silly.

How wrong is it actually,
To just want to fade away,
When factually,
Many others went the same way.

Why is it wrong to starve yourself,
When everyone else is skinny and pretty,
While my stomach is my biggest insecurity about myself,
And no one cares if you're witty.

Why can't I cut,
When you tell me to die,
Or rip out my guts,
When I'm forced to lie.

I don't see the reason in lying,
Soon enough people will find out,
About how I talk about dying,
And how I would rather fade than scream and shout.

It's nothing new to you,
Why do you have such a surprised face,
Many other people feel the same way too,
Like they're just a waste of space.

So don't you dare try now,
When you stared at me while I had a breakdown,
You make me feel like a fucking fat cow,
And like a worthless fucking clown.

Why do you treat others like a piece of shit,
And cry when you see what you've done,
Didn't you want your words to hit,
Or did you think it was just dumb fun.

Your fucking words were just like blades,
Tearing open skin and brains,
At least their "worthless body" fades,
Contained and trapped in chains.

Your words mean more than a little,
And your actions show more than smiles,
Some of us are brittle,
And are executed at our trials.

When a person fails that trial,
You act as if it's the most unfortunate thing,
You act as if you're in denial,
When in fact you were the king.