Mad Hatter

John's Diary Entries

Entry #1

I wanna die.

Entry #2

I wanna die.

Entry #3

I wanna die.

Entry #4

I wanna die.

Entry #10

I wanna die.

Entry #27

I wanna die.

Entry #53

I wanna die.

Entry #82

I wanna die.

Entry #83

I met a boy.

He's Pretty.

I like him.

Entry #91

I like Pretty Boy, he makes me feel warm inside. That never used to happen before.

He's so good. So gentle.

He even defended me from Carley Leroy.

I wanna keep him forever.

Entry #92

I like color red.

It also makes me feel things inside, not warm like Pretty Boy, but something. I don't know.

I break my arm skin so I can see more. Feel more.

It made me feel dizzy, but it felt funny.

I wanna keep doing it over and over again.

Shame I won't be able to keep my promise to my beloved Pretty Boy.

I love him.

Entry #97

I keep breaking my skin, this time my stomach and tights.

Pretty Boy doesn't know.

I mix the red with my paint so the smell isn't noticed.

He doesn't know.

He's so beautiful and innocent.

I love him.

Entry #106

The white flower told me Pretty Boy loves me!

We will be together forever. I know it.

I love him.

I love him.

I love him.

Entry #114

John Hamilton. <3

John Laurens-Hamilton. <3

John Hamilton-Laurens. <3

Entry #129

Some bitch started hanging out with my Pretty Boy.

I hate her.

I hate her.

I hate her.

Pretty Boy is meant to be mine, not hers.

I hate her.

I love him.

Entry #131

I like color red.

Entry #132

I know she believes she loves him.

But that's not true!!!

ONLY I CAN LOVE HIM.

SHE'S CRAZY

SHE'S LYING.

I LOVE HIM.

Entry #139

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Entry #141

I thought I was a monster. But that's not true, I'm his hero,

I'm gonna save him.

The Unsatisfied Bitch didn't die anyways.

Im gonna make her forget about him.

And then he'll be mine. Forever.

Entry #143

How do you make someone loose their memory? This is gonna be harder than I though.

Unfortunately I'm gonna have to wait until she's out of the hospital. There is too much security here.

I could hit her head with a shovel or something like that. Maybe a lamp.

I hate h

"John?" Alex called from the doorway.

"Yeah, Pretty Boy?"

"I'm gonna visit Angelica, do you wanna come?"

"Sure"

Entry #143

How do you make someone loose their memory? This is gonna be harder than I though.

Unfortunately I'm gonna have to wait until she's out of the hospital.

I hate her.

I love him.