What's your Sign?

Chapter 56 pt 2 - Issues

Teyana
A month earlier

"We should think about marriage" he spoke as he caresses my hair. A smile appeared on my face, "like I am serious"

"Sure you are" I laughed trying to hide the blatant happiness.

"Would you marry Amir and I?" He asked and kissed Amir's head who was lying in between us, sleeping softly.

"Let me finish school first please" I told him with a smile so big, he couldn't help but to smile back.

"Ok ok ok" he laughed and flung his lips on my forehead, "I love you. I love you. I love you."

"I love you. I love you. I love you."I told him as I smiled and Amir looked up smiling, jumping on the bed. I pulled him down, kissing his cheek and he kissed me back. Jermaine pulled him and they started playing around. All they ever want to do is play.

"You think daddy and mommy should get married?" Amir shrugged then laughed.

"I don't know" he blurted "If daddy loves mommy a lot then yes"

"You don't think daddy loves mommy a lot?" Jermaine started tickling him as I laughed. Amir was a trip. He was also very protective over me, he would shield me from Jermaine as well. He didn't care who the person was, he didn't play about me.

"Yes! Yes!" He laughed, "'mommy should marry daddy"
These were the moments I dreamed about.

"I needed to see you" I called him hours prior to discuss what has been going through my mind for days. I feel like I always put my feelings on a backseat for others. Especially Jermaine.

"I needed to tell you that I love you, and I loved you more than you think I did" I rubbed over my face, my nose was running, "You hurt me really bad"

he sat there with his hands on his head.

"That's ... all... I wanted to tell you" I mumbled. I got this feeling that I haven't felt in a while. The feeling of your bones grinding on one another, it is equalivent to grinding your teeth at night. The pressure once you wake is unbearable. No pressure was enough to make this pain go away.

"WHAT WAS IT ABOUT HER?! WAS IT BECAUSE I MOVED! IS IT BECAUSE WE CAN'T HAVE SEX AS MUCH AS WE USED TO?" I spoke "or am I just not good enough?"

"Amir is here" he told me, trying to quiet me.

"Yeah, Amir should learn about the man you really are. You don't practice what you preach. You tell him everyday to respect mommy, make sure mommy is never stressed?" I yelled "You put the most stress on me"

"Jermaine what the fuck was it? Why her?" I cried and he looked up at me. His hands grabbing and twisting on his hair.

"It didn't mean nothing to me"

I plopped down on the couch, and I just wish as I plopped down that I somehow could fall through the floor and disappear. I made him tell me how everything happened over and over, but reality never hit.

"Tell me everything from start to finish" I told him "How did it start"

"I told you already Nalia"

"No, no, no, you can't do that" I told him, "Tell me again"

"I met her at a studio session, but I had previously seen her on Instagram and shit. My manager thought it was a good idea to have her feature on a song. We hung out a couple of times and we had sex"