What's your Sign?

Chapter 51 - Seperated

Teyana

"What you doing here?" He spoke and I pushed passed him and walked in. The smell of a female's perfume filled my nose, and I chuckled as I nodded. I was so damn angry.

"What you doing here? It's 12 in the morning"

"We need to talk and I couldn't wait" I spoke studying my reflection in the stainless steel wall oven.

I almost scared myself with my reflection. My eyes were puffy, almost looking like I got hit by a bus. My hair was sprawled out all over the place, as I sucked my lip in my mouth and bit back the tears.

"Teyana, calm down and let me know what's going on?"

"What's going on? You want to know what's going on?" I almost screamed "you ruined my life!"

"Ruined?" He spoke as I noticed a purple circle around his eye and I moved back to the counter " you see what your little boyfriend did to my face?"

I swallowed hard at the thought of Jermaine hitting him. It seemed that everyone around me was stepping out of their character during this time. I didn't know who anyone was anymore.

"Little nigga got heart.. Too bad I don't give a damn, he got something coming for ---"

"Stop calling out these threats! You will stop threatening him! Just let him be! He's hurt! I'm hurt! Everyone is suffering because of you!"

"I didn't mean for it ---"

"No let me talk! You ruined everything we had. I loved him and now I fill with hate when I think about him because he fell for your trap. I can't even look my son in his face without wanting to cry about the family that we once had. I get angry with myself because I can't give my son his mommy and daddy that he grew used to. The mommy and daddy that lived together and he woke up to every day. His life has already been hard at the age of three, he grew up lost, in a year he gains a mommy and daddy that loves him but I guess it was too good to be true and now we are separated... We are all separated, like look at us. You are here, mommy and I are all the way over there... I'm here and my heart is all the way over there. I'm hurting"

"Baby girl.."

"I'm not done! ... You hurt me more, you are my daddy, you are supposed to save me from hurt. Cure me of pain, heal my pain and make sure it doesn't happen anymore. Or at least try to. This is all your fault. This is you trying to get back at mommy for finally seeing her own worth and regaining her strength to leave you. You're so damn revengeful and filled with hate that you couldn't see I was happy. Happy with him. "

"Baby Girl..."

"Don't call me that!" I finally broke and my chest collapsed.

Worry filled in his eyes, as he looked at me. My breathing was shaky as I waited for answers. It was like talking to a closed door.

"You can speak now" I spoke waiting for him to open his mouth but he said nothing. Now he finds the time not to speak.

"You know what, I think it's crazy that you claim to love us so much but you always hurt us and you barely know us. You and mommy have been using Tristen and I to get back at each other for so long, and I'm done! I'm done with this! Im not daddy's little girl anymore. I lost that when you started to disrespect my mother, making her look like a fool. How dare you? How dare you, leave us go to another woman and think everything's good. You broke our family and now you think it's okay to break mine. You're so destructive. Now we are all left to fix it and rebuild it"

"I apologize" he pleaded and I shook my head. He kept calm as he stared at me, trying to read me.

"You don't know how much it hurts to feel this.. To hate your father" i spoke as the relief fell over me and his eyes widened "I'm sick of the people closet to me betraying and working behind me to destroy my emotional, mental and physical state."