Terrifyingly strange thoughts of the cool type

Mitsukuni....?

I don't think this one likes me either and that worries me. Someone always say something to them and by someone I mean one of my friend. A friend I will not name was eating cake with him earlier and teasing me after I told her specifically not to talk about me, guess what?

She talked about me.

I am pinching the bridge of my nose so hard right now.

I love my follower, especially when they become my friends, and yes I do like the tad of tease but now I think she said something because he's acting stand offish while we were having a normal talk in his conversation section. I'm fairly distressed now. Did he read something I wrote? Ugh, maybe I shouldn't have shared my excitement over finding a Honey that's actually active. I mean, not only is this distressing but it's upsetting as well due to the fact I was hoping to make a new friend. I guess I do come on a little strong? I'm not the best at making friends, either Tamaki, Hikaru, or my friend Artistic makes them all for me. Either that or I randomly become friends with a fan because I'm bored and actually start to like their personality. This friend of mine though apparently "ships" us, which is rather confusing because neither of us own a major shipping line. Maybe Mitsukuni does and I'm oblivious to it? I should look into it and see.

But I am genuinely upset about this. Sadly, I think he's going to end up ignoring me as well. .... Maybe she told him I was lactose and tolerant. That'd make a lot of sense. Who'd want to hang out with that one person that can MAYBE eat the cake if it has no milk in it and not eat the icing. Those that don't like cake icing worry me as well and now I've become one of them so I rather reject cake all together.

I'm honestly more torn on the matter that I can't eat icing than not being friends with Mitsukuni. Probably because cake (with the icing) is the passage way to his soul.

Not to mention I've always had a texture thing with cake in general unless it was German chocolate or cheese cake. Any smooth tasting cake was always fine for me, but the grainy bits of normal cake was always too much for me. I guess that's depressing.

Honestly though, I am kind of down on the fact this proves I'm not good at socially making friends. I should look up how. I asked him about his day, commented and asked how the things he liked were doing, and complimented him a few times as well as including him more in club activities. I guess I'm not good at the aftermath part of remaining friends.

What a total bummer.