Knight or King (Completed)

Chapter Twenty Three

Following that night I had grown really close with Alex. We became the best of friends as we spent nearly everyday together bonding over the babies as well as the issues with men. So far I've been here for a month now, Jay tells me everyday how Xavier calls him to check up on my well being and how things are going for me with being here. 

"I find it sweet" Alex gushes as once again Jay informs her of Xavier's call today. 

"It is sweet, I appreciate his care and concern, I just wish things could be different. I really was looking forward to seeing what being with them would entail. Yet Hector still has yet to ask about me or call or even try to come see me. I hurt the most over the things he did more than anything. I would love to be with Xavier, even if Hectorr wasn't involved since I know Xavier had nothing to do with the problems. Not only that but Xavier has been putting in all of the effort to make me happy as well as trying to make amends for his brother. I just know they would never go for separate chosen ones, they want the same partner, they share everything. Maybe the next women they find will be a better suit for them." I sigh after my long winded rant. I have fought over everything going through my mind but everything comes down to Hector. 

"Listen maybe you need to just talk with Xavier. See where he stands or feels on everything?" She questions me. 

"No Lex, I couldn't do that to them. I refuse to pin them against each other and I refuse to chose one over the other. They can find another chosen that's all there is to it." I had started calling her lex a week after being here, apparently she hated it so to tease and annoy her I call her Lex to get under her skin.

"UGH! Really Rosie?" Once I started calling her Lex she started calling me Rosie, we both formed our own irritating nicknames for eachother. "Well we then need to tell them to really move on so they can stop pining over you. Maybe try to talk to Hector before you make the final decision though."

"I can't deal with the irrational fool he seems to be. I mean he accused me of sleeping with Liam for goodness sake." I sigh as I can't believe he even let his mind form a sentence like that. 

"Well then are you wanting to move on with someone here then? I mean I have seen the way you look at Luke Waters." I blush slightly at her comment. Luke just so happens to be Jay's Beta and a beast of a man, he has seemed to slither his way into my comfort zone and makes me feel safe. Whenever Tony needs rest Luke takes over and guards me with Liam or without now that I am comfortable with him. The only thing is I feel like he is more of a big brother, yes he is ungodly attractive but I see myself comparing him to both Hector as well as Xavier. Either way I am just grateful for the help  from Luke. 

"Luke is amazing" She cuts me off with her incessant squealing. "BUT!" I cut in so as to cut her out of her daydream of Luke and I's wedding she probably started planning in that crazy mind of hers. "He's more like a big brother. I guess I will call Xavier later to let him know my decision." I sigh not really ready to tell him to move on considering how kind and caring he has been towards me. 

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"Hey Alpha Turner." I smile shyly at him after he answers the door to his office from my knock on the door. 

"Yes Luna Rose?" He eyes me with caution. 

"Well I have made up my mind, and I would like to call Alpha Xavier to let him know my answer."

"Alright come in." He sighs as he escorts me to his desk and proceeds to call Alpha Xavier. "Yes Alpha Xavier everything is fine, no need to worry." A pause lets me know Xavier is talking to him. "Yes well Luna Rose would like to speak with you." Soon the phone is handed to me.

"Hello" I comment as I watch Alpha Jay soon exit his office giving me the space I need to break this other Alpha's hopes. 

"Little Rose! How I have missed you! How are you? Have you made a decision?" He rushes through on one breath, and I can sense the hope in his words. 

"I have made my decision" I say but I'm soon cut off by Xavier. 

"Thank goodness! We will be there later today to pick you up." He says in excitement. 

I feel my chest tighten at the thought of disappointing him. "Alpha Xavier, I have made the choice to stay here and I ask you to choose another." I sigh with sadness at the thought of letting him go, letting them both go.

"W-What!?" He shouts as I hear growling come through the line. "You aren't serious are you?" 

"Yes I am."

"It's been a month Rose. A MONTH! I have called 31 days in hopes you would understand how much you meant to us!" He growls out angrily to me. 

"Xavier, YOU, you have called 31 days. Never once has he called or anything to ask about me. I can't allow this to come between you two. Please forgive me. Find someone you both can be with. I appreciate everything you have done for me."

"I can't believe you! Why won't you give us another chance!" 

"Xavier, I know how much he means to you. I would give you a chance, honestly I would! You said you wanted to have the same chosen one. So I will walk away giving you both the chance to find that special someone. He doesn't want me and I am so sorry to not be the one for you both or even the one you both could love. Please forgive me Xavier." 

"This isn't over!" He growls as he hangs up the phone. I feel myself slide into the chair and soon my tears are falling. He cared so much for me, everyday at exactly 12:45 he would call Alpha Turner to check on me, he would always make sure to check on the babies as well. Xavier even mind linked with Liam as well as Tony to make sure that I was eating and any craving that the babies or I had was taken care of through him. I felt my heart break at what I had done, but I couldn't sit back any further and keep them waiting around. 

I couldn't keep Xavier waiting around, his brother Hector could care less it seems.