i'm here and i'm queer and i just wanted to say sorry/not sorry for that very angsty chapter earlier woops i'll make sure to just fill my emotional chapters to the brim in sunflowers ahhh
my deliberate, no commas, punctuation sometimes is annoying tbh but i've already dedicated my writing style to this now, there's no turning back!!
(says person who deliberately did correct punctuation as comedy *cough*)
i bet yall didn't catch up to that lol
anyway, i just finished studying a couple of hours ago, and i still am done w/ the whole finishing at 5PM thing 👀👀 tbh i am rlly not capable of studying 11 subjects a day and this is a cry for help basically so please save me i'm drowning
although, i am not complaining bout drowning though if u know what i mean *strangled cough* :))))))
also, she is beauty she is grace she is fake marzia and she's here to save your pathetic souls yes
and by pathetic souls i mean only me lol yall are so pretty :"((
espEcially this lovely soul named dodie who just coincidentally released her new ep, "you" on stores now and if u don't have the money to buy it u should definitely stream it on spotify though not spon !!
i wish i'd have friends who related hhh
anyway! because i didn't really have much of a topic to talk about for this spontaneous chapter, i thought it would be fun to showcase my old and kind of recent personal notes on here, as a entertainment (i guess)?? so snsgsnwgwy i am not sorry for this :]
july 29, 2017, 5:49 PM
i hate pants so much and i hate myself so much and why the hell did i think tolerating this was a good idea oh my god my legs are literally suffocating why the hell is this so fucking tight i want to die excuse you miss i love pants so much sugoi sugoi ewwwwwww hell no please just stab me and resurrect me to stab me again kill me with a gun thanks ahhhahahahahahahha i want to cry somebody help me this is a fucking cry for help and i blinked twice please someoneeeee
is context needed for this note? hm, i'd rather not explain
august 4, 2017, 9:50 PM
His eyes bore into my mine and I shiver under his intimidating stare; his direct look nostalgic and reminding me of the bloodthirsty looks my abusive father used to give me. With his shaggy brown hair sweeping across his forehead, he pins me to the wall with such strong force that, for a moment, i freeze out of sheer terror. But in the back of mind I remind myself that I can't, not at all, show that I have fear towards him- because he is pathetic and has nothing else to do in his life beside threaten an innocent individual. My expressions tightens and I give a look of disgust.
"You have no right to pin me on the wall out of boredom, you idiot," I said harshly, staring straight towards his bright blue eyes without the fear I felt moments ago. I will not give him the satisfaction of seeing me scared, frightened, or any other synonyms relating to that for I am not a typical, fragile female in a bullying high school.
"Who said I needed the right?" He remarked, a smirk tugging on his lips as the words rolled off his tongue. Typical, unoriginal retort. "I'm just doing this because I want to - not because I'm bored."
"Thanks for the clarification," I replied, sarcasm dripping from my chapped lips. This situation is like it got out of a "girl falls in love with bad boy" wattpad book, to be completely honest, and I am not in favor for it. "Though, considering I can also do what I want also - and that I am not obliged to be your play doll - I'm just gonna.."
I stepped on his right foot hardly, taking him off guard and cry from the (probably not a lot) pain. With a cry to his mommy, I laugh, and run away from him before the little distraction dies.
i wanted to seriously make a very cliché short one shot on this one day but it ended up to be like this so idk if i should be sorry or not lol
july 23, 2017, 2:19 AM (don't ask why)
cute ship/couple in general headcannons bc i can't get enough of them
1) so person a is a rlly outgoing and confident guy but when person b comes, a new foreign exchange student, person a gets all shy and flustered around them and whenever his usually quiet friend, person c, makes them interact with each other just to annoy person a, they usually act all shy and basically act like a polar opposite of their real selves. and ajajajwhhwjw this is actually based of a real situation that my cousin is in (he's person c, by the way) and just hearing the stories he has of it is just so adorable and i just could not make a headcannon out of this like c'mon guys
2) so person a is at a formal party with their friend (person b) and they get rlly cold so person b lends their blazer/tux jacket to them and for the whole night person a wears it and both of them don't make a big deal out it. (idk why but i just find this very cute) (alSo this is actually based of a real thing and so basically, my cousin lent his blazer to my sister bc she was v cold at this one formal part we were at and bahhh i had to contain my excitement for going home and actually make this a ship headcannon - u have no idea)
this note is still valid to me tbh (i stg i will make a something with these headcannons)
999 WORDS BOI
hhhhh, that's all for now though!! if u want more chapters like this just hmu then lol i'll be happy to provide more things like this :))
curiosity killed the cat but the satisfaction brought it back
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bye lovelies !!
