i'm taking "new year, new me" maybe a bit too seriously
so! bou-quet doesn't honestly have much personal value to me but i thought it was cute and it was available (oooo) so i thought it would be nice to change my username to that for a while. might be temporary, might be permanent — but huhu i really love it so muchhhhhhh 🌻🌻🌻
also, assortedbouquet never became a thing because it's quite long and creating book covers with that username on it is such a struggle to fit in lol
yeah! i feel surprisingly in a good mood because i just found out party tattoos (by dodie) had a sTUDIO version on spotify and i was so fnfnfngnhsn oh my
oof, party favour by billie elish is playing now and ok wow why is life treating me so nicely currently lets make this a thing for 2018 for me yeah
— and, to all of you, too. how's 2018 going for you? mine is okay (😟??? i guess) but could be better hays (overanalysing and breakdowns are still happening)
ohhhhh boy idle town (which isn't even in my playlist hmm) by conan gray is playing now (cool)
my spotify is fieldofsunflowers if anyone wants to listen to some gud beats
ilysm don't forget
AND (how could i forget) the wattpad app is messing up so much for me? earlier, when i tried to post a message on a person's message board (and my own, too), i couldn't because something strange was happening? and posting comments on books are taking a long time to send, even though my internet is completely fine? everything takes long to load and i even deleted and reinstalled the app again but still no hope. (hoot i need luke to give me a new hope) (<that sentence is why i hate myself so much.) help pls
i also got the confidence (actually, no, it was more so me bullying myself for being so melodramatic and to just do the damn thing) to reply to a comment 2 times earlier with my 0/10 humour. my social awkwardness has been so severe lately and im just so very insufferable. i think im the person who had the most breakdowns in online diary chapters i know ack
its okay — it may be okay soon
yeah
goodbye sunshines 🌻
fieldofsunflowers is not dead yet guys
