sometimes relationships are hanging on a bare thread and here i am, wondering, when that bare thread will snap 
                              anyhow, what's up LOSERS (jk i'm the only loser here, ouch 😞✊) 
                              so, this chapter is titled "rant lolol" but here's the catch: i already said my rant and you never even realised (i know, i'm magic) 
                              i'm just a dumb kid™️ 
                              pfft by the way, if you haven't read it already, i have a book called on and off in my account and drop by and read the book if you wanna (soz i just self-promo myself way too much because i have no sponsors :c i'm joking oof) 
                              currently, i'm in the city yaaay but kinda been sick of the city since i just settled into my suburban, cowboy yeehaw life but now i'm stuck here again :( don't get me wrong, living in the middle of nowhere™️ SUCKS but once you get used to living there you lowkey miss it once you're staying in the never sleeping city 
                              in complete honesty, i've just been tired and exasperated with ... everything, i guess. i feel vv life-drained so pLEASE don't attack me if i don't reply to your messages or check notifications or update my books in a consistent schedule ha
                              i'm finally on the brink of graduating this grade, too - i'm currently in whatever "summer break" i have which ends in sEPTEMBER 1ST AND IT JUST STARTED LIKE TODAY WAHHH 🤢
                              so, that's my ted talk™️ guys. hope you enjoyed the bOILING HOT TEA ☕️ 
                              k, bye lolol
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                           
                                               
                                                  