so i've been in a terrible mood all day. last night i wasn't able to sleep until 1:30 am, so when i woke up the next day i had very little sleep. i still have to do homework of reading one chapter of this super boring book i don't want to read, and i still have to do exhausting things like taking a shower which, currently, seems unnecessary. but i'll still do it anyways bc if i didn't, my mom would scream at me or something. i've also cried three times today - one of the reasons being of 1) my mom poked me the eye accidentally 2) i just rlly want to die 3) studying is too hard. i miss feeling neutral, y'know? i miss feeling fine.
yesterday, although, was pretty neat. i spent half of the day with my mom, sister, and auntie in the mall and i got some pretty cool stuff. so i guess this shitty day is just payback for yesterday's good day. kinda sad to realize that i have to give a payback to every alright thing i get in my life. lol this chapter reminds me of jordan's spam book chapters tbh
i have a gut feeling that tomorrow is going to be terrible too
also ohmygod i wANT TO DIE
this chapter is filled with so much negativity h a h a
and i'm not sorry for it
anyways
i love Maggie_wont_sleep
ok bye
//adoraisverystressedadora\\
