life's been happening recently so there's that as an explanation for lack of updates
i'm writing a draft for an upcoming (probably going to fail) book!!
lol. where even is the continuation for lemongrass, though.
u'll hopefully find out when i update it with an important announcement when i eventually get my shit together !! that means when my procrastination stops !! which probably means never !!
i'm just a mess :(
but darling, i'm a mess without your love
@ me when there's no good snacks in the cabinet don't @ me
lol (can u sense that self hatred in that abbreviation? that self deprecation? that depression? bc baby boy i can and idk if that means i'm overthinking it or i'm just too much of a crippling, sad millennial to understand it)
i've started reading chasing red (oh god, help me)
i also have found a bootleg for heathers on youtube
*whispers* oh god, help me
although, i haven't gotten sucked into the fandom yet (thankfully) (i'm just half way done with it and warning, i still don't get all the references to when your dead gay son visits his own funeral) (but yall i heard that heathers is going to get a show reboot or something along those lines sometime and boii hmu)
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new favorite account on wattpad tbh
cleanse my eyes; thanks
though.. how many of u read smut already? i'm assuming a lot of u (tsk tsk), which is not really surprising. anywho, i've never read smut before (anything associated with sex makes me uncomfortable but not super uncomfortable as in i want to die or something) and i don't think i ever will. but yall chasing red is getting on the verge of doing it and yo bye bye this is why i never finished insurgent dammit
*dramatic shrug*
anyway, i'm considering changing my username (bc my current one is a bit too lengthy) to something like -sunflxer (which was suggested by the lovely layla) or just something pretty, and not too long, in general. so feed me ideas, bc i really can't think of anything right now. nom nom nom :o
next chapter might be me making fuss by the way (as a little warning by yours truly)
hays
i'll bless u with this song before ending off:
fifth harmony - he like that i'm pleasantly surprised with this album tbh
