we're so human, and we're so sad.
usually — or perhaps I'm speaking only for myself,
but nevertheless — we feel very much like shit on random days
because heyhey mood swings come spontaneously and we
need to find a healthy way to cope with it so an idea popped up
in my head so hell yeah now we're going to try and have an optimistic outlook on life through just, tiny but enough efforts.
this is the positivity project :]]
created by unoriginal me lol
in all seriousness, though,
i hope this'll actually help me in someway
since i've been feeling at my lowest points lately.
and maybe you are too, so let's just try this together
and see how things work out, daily.
the whole concept of whatever this poop is
is basically that everyday, we write the highlight of our
days for as long as you can stay dedicated and even if you had
a pretty bad day, try your best to find something good that happened
and record it. and after doing this for a week, maybe two, as long
as you want, look back at your progress when you're having those
moods again and try to imagine that moment again and again
in your head and hopefully a warmness will settle over you.
the feeling of neutrality and peace is not out of your grasp, really.
it's still there, it's just that sometimes it takes longer to return to you,
for perhaps it's facing obstacles like you are. gradually, it will come,
and if it doesn't, then it's not the end. you have friends and hopefully
a loving family to support you all the way until you can get back to that
lovely point of life again. plus, if none those people aren't accessible
to you, there's a bunch of internet support groups out there that can help
you, and hotlines you can ring up. if socialization scares you, (hah same),
there's tons of videos online to assist you and remind yourself that you aren't
alone. so, starting today, i'm going to be doing this lame project and hey,
you can too if you wanna. maybe after this year i'll even showcase it
publicly so you can share my once happiness with me, if you end up
not doing it.
i just really want to help people emotionally in whichever way i can
and i hope this is a step forward in that v sappy wish ! ilysmmm
also pinof 9 came out today and
highlight of nov. 25 ; watching coco w/ my family :))
bye all u wonderful people
