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i finally learned how to add gifs on wattpad im happy
actually no i feel like shit
in coming news: sisley is sad again oh no!! what does this mean? it means that she feels so unenergized inside and that nothing matters and that she cant do any of her important priorities bc her mood is making her not be able to concentrate!! plus, frick frack the things she needs to do have time dues that are due today and bc she cant do them, people will get agitated with her!! lollllllll
dan and phil are coming here in september next year. and the tickets got released yesterday. i was able to get them (oof)
i am rlly enthusiastic about it and grateful but i cant rlly express my feelings right now about that so u just get this: *yay*
also, as an early christmas gift my auntie got my sister and i a ukulele,, and im learning gradually but transitioning chords while strumming and while simultaneously singing is gosh darn haRD but i hope i get to that level of skill where i can master dodie songs h u h u
should i pretend that everything is alright when it rlly isnt?
hahahah i bet this feeling will come to pass,, soon. actually i want to die
do these kind of chapters make u uncomfortable? i apologize if it is,, i'll just express my emotions through poetry and not like this if u get sensitive easily with these sorts of topics (oh look at me here again ruining people's days/lives and hurting everyone fuck cant i do anything right)
im still slowly descending into madness
why the bloody hell do i even try and why am i so fake with all my positivity and hope i spread around its just a coping mechanism to make me feel like theres an actual light out there that is within my grasp yknow maybe ill actually never get a taste of true happiness in my life and maybe my future will consist of nothing and ill just become an isolated sheep herder in iceland or whatever poop im garbageeee
why do i still have friends haha im so stressful to deal with and i bet none of u will actually make ur presence known by voting so u wouldnt have to say anything bc theres nothing to say,,,
